October is here

Well,I obviously been struggling to produce 2 to 3 entries per month now.Not a good thing for my sanity though.Yeah well,what's wrong with blogging when you are under lotsa stress kan.It's not like you commit something sinful or unforgiving.It will only cause your reader to feel gloomy,depress and unhappy (Only!!!).Hehehe. As I write in this blog of mine, many times ago, blogging release a major burden of stress and unhappiness I often encountered. Or dissatisfaction of anything that I cannot express verbally.
Yup,I am busy,I don't have time to blog more than I would like to,I have to prioritize my work now as I am so desperate to find time to do all the things I have to do and I am simply too tired at the end of the day to do anything else.
My new semester has started officially weeks ago and we have a number of assignments and readings to do but I don't even touch the books. At this stage, I feel like giving up my study. I hate it when I don't have enough preparation for classes and I hate it when I have to hand over my job to someone else to finish because I have class to attend. It is so difficult at this moment because ( I know it's cliche coming from me) I have major events to handle.
My son is growing up alone sometimes when I am at the most busiest week, Often than not he sleeps without my good night kiss...kesian.
So, I started my October rant by ranting about my stressful life.Hopefully I will have something more exciting and wonderful to share in the next entry.Inshaallah and amin.

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Ancaman emosi

Bila balik kampung dan jumpa saudara mara yang ada setahun sekali baru berjumpa agaknya apa hot topic atau soalan 'killer' korang dapat?Ataupun dapat saudara mara yg jenis tak peduli sangat perkembangan hidup orang lain asal orang bahagia je? I have (alhamdulillah) families yang tak peduli sangat asal bahagia je tapiiiiii...ada pula jenis yg hubungannya hanya sangkut sebab dia kawen with my saudara (sedarah) yang type nye suka melemparkan soalan cepu emas yg buat mata I terkebil-kebil. Sepanjang beraya sekejap tu soalan fave ialah:
1. Takkan family plan lagi kut anak dah 4 tahun?
2.Dah naik pangkat dah?Haritu dengarnya ke luar negara berkursus?
3.Duduk jauh-jauh ni bahaya.Nanti husband cari lain pula.Tak risau ke?
4.Rumah yg beli tu dah siap renovate dah?berapa ribu keluar?
Haiyooooo...ko ni bekas wartawan melodi ke senah weh? Apa la kekdah jumpa sekali setahun ko nak selongkar cerita orang ni?
Bila kita jujur cakap takde rezeki lagi bab zuriat,orang balas kita tak cukup usaha..camane? Dah bila menipu cakap memang plan pun taknak anak sampai Adam masuk sekolah menengah dah ko kata tak elok merancang ni..rancangan Allah lg baik.Dahtu bila kita cakap takde rezeki tu bukan maksudnya Allah nye rancangan lagi baik ke tu?Pening layan orang camni. Bila kita fullstop bab anak,dia cari lagi bab pangkat,bab harta.aduhaiiii..
I nak smash pun orangnya dah berusia.kita kena hormat orang tua.jangan sakitkan hati orang.Tapi bila beria dia sakitkan hati I ni..rasa geram je nak balas.
Walaupun perkara tu nampak kecil,kita tak tahu kan samada orang suka atau tak kita tanya perkara camtu.Nak ambil tahu perkembangan pun carilah yg umum dan tak bakal sakiti perasaan orang.Kalau dah takde apa sangat nak tanya,diam kan lebih baik.sedekah je senyum banyak-banyak.Dapat gak pahala.

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Who is the stranger?

Sekian lama saya tak dengar nama dia disebut,tiba-tiba harini ada orang call number saya bertanya boleh tak dia nk bercakap dengan Encik H?Saya sampai minta orang tu ulang suara sebab macam tak dengar.hahaha.Sejak bila saya berkongsi no telefon dengan si H ni sampaikan orang mencari dia through this number?
Annoying?No..Angry? pun tidak tapi musykil sikit la.I just cakap salah number ajelah to the caller.Memang salah la pun sebab walaupun saya pernah kenal orang yg bernama mula H tu,saya dah tak kenal dia lagi sekarang.He is just another stranger to me.
The incident was the first after so many years and hopefully will be the last.Amin.

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Rumah Terbuka?

Alkisah panjang lebar I menaip tulis kisah open house ni tapi dek kerana brilliant nye otak I ni..I terdelete dengan tak sengaja menggunakan cara yg paling complicated.Bravo! Bravo! Sentapppp.Sebab takleh recover.huhuhu.
Takpelah,takde rezeki cerita yg penuh hiburan tadi nak tersiar.
Kisah utama nya ialah niat I dan hubby sayang I tu nak buat kenduri kesyukuran plus open house sebab masih dibulan Syawal yg indah lagi.Staf-staf I yg sekerat dua tu duk menyanyi-nyanyi boss nye tak buat open house ke tahun ni..shesh.rumah I tu sentiasa open for family and friend datang beraya okay.Tapi bila dah start kerja ni korang jangan la ding dong loceng rumah tu time I gi pejabat..of course la pintu tu tak tebuka. Jadi tak payah la tunggu I jemput hampar red carpet baru nak datang rumah kan.hehehe.
Yang leceh a bit for sedara and kawan-kawan yg nak datang sebab kena tinggalkan ID di pos pengawal.Dah nak wat camane I duk dalam kem kan.Tunggu I duk tanah sendiri boleh la korang datang tak kena tinggalkan ID card kat mana-mana kan.
Okay,tarikh nak dibuat open house dah dipilih. Nanti I invite di FB.Just menu masih lagi dalam peringkat perbahasan.Belum lulus lagi diperingkat kabinet menteri dlm rumah ni.Kalau ikut ke jawaan hubby I tu,of course la makanan ala ala jawa yg ada.If ikut ke utaraan I ni,of course la laksa,bihun sup yg jadi pojaan.hahaha.Kena tunggu incik hubby balik belayar baru boleh finalize menu tu.Biskut raya tentu la ada and of course tahun ni I order secara berhemah.Sebabnya tahun lepas hilang ingatan sekejap kut sebab I order sampai la raya tahun ni ada balance lagi..hambek.Tapi I dh buang la sebab dah expired lemau.
So,hopefully kesibukan lepas puasa ni berpada-pada la supaya I boleh kasi staf-staf I tu puas hati I buat open house.Yelah,dah tahun depan boss nye nak resign dah..mana nak merasa dah kan.hehe.And for me and hubby berjumpa kawan-kawab yg hopefully sudi hadir.I tak mention sedara mara sebab harus datang tanpa alasan la kan.hahahaha..

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Raya 2011-The Aftermath

I was assigned to proof read a book which is going to be launched at the end of this month during a conference.If it is a normal working days,3 days should be adequate for rough checking but when it has to be done in the week of Hari Raya,it becomes a nagging bothersome yg prevent total bliss and happiness celebrating raya.Time Raya ni la nk balik kampung my parents dan jumpa sedara mara yg once a year baru jumpa.Takkan I nk miss the opportunity of enjoying the festive days ni.But work is work.Sacrifice la a little bit of time yg boleh to finish it up.Balik beraya ke rumah mertua dan sempat la singgah to 3 houses of mak pak sedara hubby.
As usual,yg enjoy sakan is Adam.This year ada kemajuan,alhamdulillah our effort hantar dia ke kindy berhasil.Socializing with his cousins and also sedara mara is not a problem anymore.Kalau tak jenuh la bersuruh memujuk segala ajar dia berkawan.
The remaining days of cuti ni dihabiskan dengan tackling the laundry yg bergunung tu,kemas rumah and straightening Adam's routine to prepare him for school.Maksudnya,follow kindy schedule for him siap-siap so that by wednesday dia tak tunjuk perasaan.Ironing belum lagi and also nak isi kuih-kuih raya dalam bekas.Manalah tau ada yg datang bertandang.
Hubby is going back soon too and I will start my busy routine back.The blissful and blessful Ramadan is indeed missed.
Let me share few Raya pictures with you.Salam Aidilfitri dan maaf zahir batin from us.

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Menjelang Syawal

Semalam selesai kerja dan menjadi mak supir menjemput Adam dari pre-school,saya singgah ke JJ sebab nak ambil barang di Aster Spring.Ingat nak berbuka diluar aje memandangkan hanya saya dan Adam je yg ada...tapi masa tengah main tarik tangan dengan Adam sebab dengan keras hatinya dia nakkkkk juga kereta Ben 10 yg tergantung dlm kedai di JJ tu,hp saya berdering-dering.Mulanya saya nk ignore aje sebab saya geram dari pagi orang asyik kacau saya..tapiiii....bila tertera nama Panglima saya..wahhh....mati I kalau sesuka hati tanak angkat kn.
Saya kena buat editing untuk publication yg bakal kuar tak lama after raya...jadi maksudnya adik-adik sekelian....bekerja la time raya ni hokay.So on Monday kena jumpa Dato' W untuk maklumat lanjut.Notice tak ayat monday disitu....sehari sebelum raya tau...huhuhu....Disebabkan mak saya selalu pesan,bila orang minta tlg dgn ilmu yang saya ada...jgn merungut,jgn kedekut.Jadi saya redha...moga ramai orang yg mendapat manfaat dari kerja saya...insyaallah.
So,dalam masa tu Adam dah happy pilih kereta Ben 10 tu dan tanpa saya sedari sambil saya bercakap dengan Panglima saya tu,saya dah bayarkan harga kereta tu...cisss....melayang sepuluh hinggit saya.

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Di hujung Ramadan

Assalamualaikum....
This year saya langsung tak menulis tentang Ramadan yg diraikan. Takde cerita langsung rupanya.Semalam saya berpeluang menjengah sekejap blog sementara menunggu event habis...sedihnya la rupa blog saya yg tak di hapdate ni. Jadi saya telah strategize masa selepas sahur untuk menulis.Lepas sahur ni routine biasa mak mak bekerja la....pressing baju sekolah anak,siapkn beg baju untuk junior learners@,beg buku untuk genius aulad@ dan baju kerja mommy yg sangat lamaaaa nk di press tu.
Apa beza Ramadan tahun ni dan tahun lepas? For us,tahun ni masih lg bertiga (tiada lg tanda-tanda nk berempat) huhuhu...,daddy dah balik menetap di Malaysia (alhamdulillah)...namun dapat jumpa dihujung minggu ajelah.Sama like last year Ramadan,jika takde majlis berbuka(yg sngt kerap dan I dislike),saya masak sendiri juadah berbuka. Walaupun letih sampai rasa nk tidur masa menumis...saya tetap gigih polish skill masak yg tak seberapa ni. Kenapa?sebab susah nk cari lauk yg dimasak dengan kasih sayang di Bazaar Ramadan. Saya serik buang duit beli lauk yg belum sampai masa berbuka dah ugut nk expired. Baik la saya jimatkan duit tu aje.
Lastly,tahun lepas tak berjaya khatam quran tp this year alhamdulillah saya berjaya.Awal Ramadan dh susun strategi and it work..hehe. Yelah,semuanya nak buat sorang kan...kena la susun masa dgn kerja.
Tahun ni raya turn rumah saya..yahuuu....if turn di klang pun ok je tp adik beradik hubby saya semua lelaki jadi kurang meriah la nk share cerita tudung ke,make up ke.Just yg tak berapa fun sebab saya kena drive sendiri dari Kl to Taiping...huhuhu....
Anyway,walau apa pun cerita Ramadan dan persiapan kita nk sambut Aidil Fitri,jgn lupa orang-orang disekeliling kita yg kurang bernasib baik atau sedang berduka menyambut lebaran.Take care.

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The bearable

Finally...after a very long and unforgettable year,my husband is coming back to us. Right now,I am as happy as a kid in the chocolate factory...or a toysland...or wherever fun...never mind the fact that I barely had a sleep this whole week,due to the well known situation, and I have to wake up really early tomorrow to drive to KLIA. However, the excitement is so sweet..hehe.
I am sleepy but too excited to sleep...haha...like any kids a night before a trip...haha.

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Random on rainy day

Pernah terfikir apa nama yg nk diberi pada adik Adam...tapi tak pernah ada yg betul-betul melekat dihati.Nama Adam dulu memang dah siap sedia masa dia dlm kandungan lagi.Walaupun masa belum confirm whether he is a baby boy or girl..dh siap panggil Adam.Nasib la keluar dengan 'bird'...kalau tk jenuh mommy n daddy nk modify ikut kesesuaian.
Terfikir juga tamau tau jantina the next baby nanti..best juga kalau menanti apa yg kita tak tau...
Tapi sungguh...masih tiada yg terlintas dihati...

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My Angel

Sekarang ni bila mommy bebel dh pandai complaint kata mommy bising.Mommy suruh apa-apa sure pandai menjawab dulu baru nak execute. Bab bercakap non stop boleh la tabal jadi juara.Mommy yg cekgu ni pun surrender.Teacher dia kata dia ni sensitif...agak la..kalau tak kena mood,tak ikut kehendak dia mula la sentap aje.Claim kata dah besar..jln ke school tu kalau boleh tak mau mommy pegang tangan dah.Lately ni suruh mommy hantar halfway je...dia nak jalan sorang-sorang ke school...banyak la kerenah...mau orang sambar culik naik kereta ke,motor ke...meraung mommy.
Belajar rajin disekolah aje...balik rumah bila mommy minta revise,jangan kau harap la.Doa masuk toilet katanya boleh baca kt school aje..baca surah al-ikhlas tu pun sebab mommy ugut nak merajuk..haha..
Al-Fatihah dh laju..baca kadang tu macam takde full stop.Yg paling rajin dengar di rumah tu doa makan and doa sebelum tidur.Tapi,bila dengar dia baca ayat-ayat suci,terasa hati ni gembira...sayu dengar dia bertatih membaca.
Ada masa rajin tolong mommy...sampai habis dishwash tu dikerjakan basuh cawan dan pinggan dia.Tapi bila mood mendung sampai,jgn harap la...
Mommy sekarang ni sibuk aje...dah la sorang diri nk handle rumahtangga...ada masa dia merajuk dek mommy sibuk mengadap laptop siapkn kerja...mula la keluar air mata drama dengan ayat drama "mommy tak sayang adam...kesian adam takde orang sayang".Pandai manipulate kasih sayang mommy demi nak dapat apa yg dihajati.
Daddy dh agree nak hantar dia ke morning school.At least psikomotor development tu terbentuk elok dari mengadap cerita Ben 10 aje kat rumah pengasuh.
As Adam grows every day..it is a wonder to wait what new thing he discover daily..what new surprises he throw to unsuspecting us...and how wonderful he becomes each day.Alhamdulillah...we are trying to fulfill the amanah given to us.

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It's time...

No, no, bukan due nk bersalin...walaupun berharap juga in the near future. My best buddy,soul mate,kawan bergaduh(hehehe),husband,my abang....apa pun gelarannya pada saya...insyaallah akan kembali for good tak lama lagi.Walau tak juga dapat hidup sebumbung after this,kira better la dari dapat jumpa 6 bulan sekali.At least kalau tiba-tiba sakit perut tengah malam,ada juga yg boleh speeding balik ke KL sapukan ubat...hahaha...ye..saya punya manja memang tahap mengada kadang-kadang...ampun la korang kena baca dengan meluat ye. Saya sungguh tak sabar nk melawat KLIA hujung minggu ni...walaupun sibuk tak hengat dengan kerja,ajaib bila boleh senyum-senyum..sebab my other half is coming back la wei...happy overdosed tak kira apa kata orang.

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Pagi yg terang...

I came back during wee hour this morning..about half past twelve and crashed onto my bed at about 2 am....after a short reading,I succumbed into unconsciousness. As usual,anak teruna I tu early riser dikala weekend..in between bangun urut kaki dia yg sakit, bangun temankan dia ke toilet,bangun lg bila dia nak susu,and again for my own toilet time...dapat la tidur dlm 2-3 jam rasanya. Bila tengok cermin,aduhai...dark ring bergelung bawah mata I yg kuyu tk cukup tidur.Adam dah 4 tahun you all, tapi I tetap kena bangun malam macam dulu juga. Pagi ni nak angkat badan dari katil pun rasa payah tapi dek kerana adik-adik nk balik kg dan juga report card day Adam,kugagahi juga la..
Kisahnya,berjumpa class teacher Adam,Teacher Ida. As predicted for him (my own assessment as a teacher-mommy),dia willing to learn,show more interest in drawing,story telling,coloring than sitting down activity yg perlu konsentrasi.Adam by far lebih towards kinestetik type of learner.I'm still tabling his inclination so lebih senang nak memantau pembelajaran dia.Attitude wise,ada masa he's a bit sensitive, but very cooperative dgn kawan-kawan.I'm not overly worry though pencapaian Adam is average.After cuti 3 bulan and few days off (sebab mommy meeting tak sempat hantar ke sekolah),dia manage to the level yg I feel proud of.
Report card day anak ni sebenarnya mak-mak and abah budak yg lebih excited rasanya.Of course la bila kita pay sejumlah kos untuk pendidikan anak,mestilah perkembangan yg baik dan setara yg diharapkan. This is my first experience...fuh..risau juga kalau anak I tu trouble maker ke kt sekolah..hehe.Alhamdulillah,I appreciate all the work of Genius Aulad's Wangsa Maju teachers for my son.

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Demented and Disturbed(but not the writer)

"If I could summarize my life,it will take a century to find a full stop."
I read it somewhere but I can't remember when and who said it ..haish. Hidup saya taklah sehebat itu sehinggakan nak simpulkan kisah pun ambil masa berkurun lamanya. Hidup saya sangat simple dan normal (ada masa sahaja berlaku abnormality disebabkan kehendak perkhidmatan) dan kehendak saya juga sangat simple.Saya hanya mahukan kebahagiaan,kebebasan dan kesenangan.Bukan kekayaan tapi sekadar cukup untuk memenuhi tuntutan duniawi. Lately saya rasa ada yg terbuku dihati.Ketidakpuasan yg tak mampu saya jelaskan. As time goes by,saya yakin tentang apa yg saya putuskan dalam diam.Itu yg terbaik untuk hidup saya. As people often said,"Life is short so make it sweet."
Tak perlu saya rasa bersalah kerana tiada apa yg salah dlm keputusan saya.Saya cuma nak berhenti bekerja sahaja.hehehe.hardly a world crisis issue kan.

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I'm a happy tabber

Owh yeah,the title is to compensate my musing..tak faham pun takpe. But the thing is I finally 'rajin' to find application yg enable me to blog by using my Samsung Tab. Jadi saya boleh update blog tanpa perlu log on to my laptop. Itu cerita intro la.
Isi kandungan cerita this time ni about cerita 'kembara' saya mencari bahan-bahan untuk persiapan sudut inovasi dan gimik pelancaran.Saya rasa macam sedang 'diuji' selepas balik kursus ni.Apa tak nya,one after another function yg perlu saya handle.Bukanlah besar mana pun tugasnya tapi tanggungjawab yg perlu dibawa tu yg agak mencabar. Kali ni sebab di beri tugas membuat gimik yg berinovasi tanpa keluarkan budget yg besar.Haha.Nanti saya tayangkan gambar sudut inovasi dan gimik yg menelan belanja kurang RM300 ye.Sampai saya tak boleh tidur mlm la nak fikirkan cara nak laksanakan tugas ni. Esok adalah perasmian sudut inovasi yg saya usahakan kurang seminggu ni.Will keep it updated.Just wish me luck for its smooth running.

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Long Hiatus

Rindu betul nak ber blog but each time saya nak post entry surely tertangguh sebab ada hal lain yg lebih SEGERA. Reason yg paling cliche ialah kesibukan saya yang melampaui batas tu. Keluar rumah masa matahari tak naik lagi...balik rumah pula masa matahari dah tenggelam nak timbul balik dah. Reason lain ialah sebab saya masih tak pandai-pandai lagi guna Galaxy Tab untuk meng upload entry blog. Sekarang ni 'laptop' rasmi saya ialah Galaxy Tab..sebab portable untuk dibawa kemana sahaja. Semua kerja-kerja saya dengan mudahnya dibuat menggunakan hadiah birthday dari incik hubby.

Minggu lepas masa saya berhempas pulas di Stadium Bola Sepak Cheras, banyak kerja saya yang dapat disiapkan. Owh..bukannya saya dah tukar profession jadi athlet pula tapi saya bekerja untuk SUKMA ke 14. Kalau korang ada tertengok acara perasmian SUKMA kat television (not sure which channel yg tayang la), itulah yg kitaorang kerjakan selama seminggu tu. ATM telah diminta membantu pihak MSN untuk acara pembukaan dan penutup SUKMA kali ni. Jadi ada la elemen-elemen askar dalam acara tu. Saya pula menjaga bahagian protokol dan jemputan VIP aje..hehe..tapi siapa yg nak jemputan untk acara penutup 12 Jun 2011 ni boleh message saya ye.

Kesibukan tu tak membantu saya dalam hal-hal rumahtangga. Banyak kerja lain yg tertangguh..even anak yg sakit gigi tu terpaksa tahan sakit sebab saya sibuk tak sempat bawa dia jumpa dentist.

Yang agak 'best' pun saya berjaya tengok angka 4 kat weight scale setelah sekian lama. Seminggu ni saya hanya minum air aje rasanya sebab selain dari gigi sendiri yg sakit sebab ketatkan braces..saya sendiri tak sempat makan...minum tu sebab sambil berjalan pun sempat..hahaha..

Agak horror la bila dibaca but saya buat dengan ikhlas dan gembira...cuma sedih sebab anak terabai aje. Gambar-gambar akan diupload berasingan sebab as usual...masih didalam kamera.

Hari pertama ke pejabat, I do feel a bit lost..boleh? Bukan tak jumpa pintu pejabat tapi tak tau dari mana nak start buat kerja. Kerja ada ke awal-awal ni? Hahaha...percaya la, boss saya tu (menurut kata staf saya), tak sabar-sabar tunggu saya balik ni. Terus masuk meeting esok jadi cuti yg asalnya saya minta start dari esok terpaksa la dibawa kehadapan.

Selainnya, saya rindu la hari-hari saya kekelas. Memanglah agak penat sebab kelas start dari jam 0800 sampai 1700 setiap hari but when we enjoy doing something, we don't feel it kan?

Saya juga terlepas nak wish Happy Mother's Day to all mother. We all bawa Ibu keluar jalan-jalan and we gave her a wrist watch yang dia nak sangat-sangat tu. As long as she is happy, we are happy too.

Since hubby is around (yeay) during Mother's Day and I balik pun on time aje for it..maka dapatlah hadiah..hehe..every year dapat kiss aje from Adam and Hubby..hehehe..that or lunch or dinner treat la. This time I dapat Bread Maker from lovely hubby and Adam. I know I know..orang lain dah berkurun lama dah ada BM ni..dah tukar 2-3 kali dah pun..but I'm still happy for it. So, sekarang ni sedang dalam proses nak belajar gunakan that bm sepenuhnya. Nak guna kena shopping dulu but since balik ni rasa malas+letih nak keluar. Badan masih adjusting to the weather..iye iye..I pergi bukan 3 tahun or 4 tahun I know but bila tukar mendadak ni kan..badan pun rasa tak sihat. Dari sangat sejuk to sangat panas...mana la tak rasa nak demam kan.

Malam ni hubby ajak dating tengok movie..hehehe..dating bertiga la dengan adam. I really want to watch Fast and Furious but Adam mmang sah tanak berenggang from us..but it depends juga la..tengok dulu if the movie is okay or not for adam...bawa dia sama so kena be cautious with the movie content. Sementara masih bertiga and Adam also dah besar, so boleh la bawa dia..nanti bila ada sikecil..hehehe..kena tunggu another 3-4 years lagi la nak tengok movie kan.

Rasanya macam baru semalam saya berpeluh-peluh selesaikan urusan dokumentasi untuk datang ke Australia. Dan masih teringat-ingat angin sejuk yang menyambut kami di Tullamarine Airport 3 bulan yg lepas. Macam baru semalam aje bersengkang mata menyiapkan portfolio dan assignments. Semalam selesai majlis graduation kami dan hari ni ada beberapa kawan-kawan sudah pun pulang. Giliran saya petang esok dan merupakan orang terakhir meninggalkan DITC (from our course). Semasa majlis graduation, semuanya sebak.. kerana sepanjang 3 bulan bersama, walau ada masa tak sependapat, tapi hubungan masing-masing masih erat. Apatah lagi kami berempat yang tinggal serumah. Rumah yang sentiasa ceria dan gembira dengan gelak ketawa. Walaupun ada kala masing-masing tension dan serabut dengan tugasan, ditambah kerinduan pada orang-orang tersayang...tapi we support each other well.

I do miss the good times we had together...in the class and outside the class. Saya gembira to finally go back to Malaysia but biasalah..tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang...inikan pula tempat mencari ilmu. I'll post the graduation picture later sebab dah pack semua barang-barang untuk balik. Until we meet again all my friends...Sayonara.

Happy Birthday for Soul Mate

Last 3 weeks saya dapat nightmare. Bila bangun tu memang berpeluh sakan. Saya mimpi saya terlupa wish Happy Birthday to my hubby..boleh macamtu? Haha..punya la saya anticipate birthday dia kan sampai termimpi-mimpi. Harini saya wish awal-awal through phone and facebook. Sebab beza masa antara Malaysia dan Melbourne, jadi saya wish ikut masa Melbourne la..sebab saya ada presentation pagi ni..if saya tersengguk masa present nanti susah pula kan. As usual bila tanya dia nak apa for present..jawapan cliche setiap tahun mesti keluar. Tapi tahun ni saya paksa dia beritahu apa dia nak..hehe..kejam kan saya. Last year saya bagi apa yg saya rasa nak bagi tapi tahun ni saya minta hubby decide apa yg dia nak. Saya nak juga rasa bagi hadiah pada dia. Dari bertunang sampai la dah 6 tahun of marriage, apa pun dia tak pernah minta. At least saya nak merasa juga memberi something he'll use or wear yg saya beli just for his birthday. Again, Happy Birthday to my dearest best friend, my special boyfriend, and my soul mate. Semoga Allah swt sentiasa memberkati dirimu dan segala yg diperlakukan olehmu..my dearest. Happy Birthday from me and Adam. We love you so much.

I'll be leaving Melbourne in another few days...unbeliveable of how fast time goes by. I am grateful for the experience here..meeting new friends, getting new experiences and of course learning something valuable for my own self. Though some of the subjects are only repitition for me..and sometimes make it so hard for me to concentrate in class because I had learnt it before and I know most of the things taught in the class..but when I open my mind and just shrug off the feelings..I am more at peace and able to concentrate. I chosed to think of other ways of learning the same thing. It is not taxing for me and I am able to enjoy my days in the classrooms better that way.My family came last week to celebrate our anniversary and birthdays..Adam's, hubby's and mine too. Of course I was deliriously happy and the happiness was so intense it is still a wonder I still can concentrate with test that week. Of course, hubby reminded me more than once to focus on my study but yeah..I miss them much and nothing can be done..hehe.

I think this will be my final opportunity coming here as a sponsored student. Again, I had attended all advanced courses and to attend this course itself is a luxury given to me by Allah swt. Maybe we'll come back here as true tourist because I just love Melbourne. You will have to come here to know the feeling. Insyaallah, given opportunity, I'll return back to this lovely city. In the meantime, I have 2 more tests before graduation on Thursday. I'll kiss goodbye to the Down Under on Saturday evening. Most of my classmates are going back on Friday so I'll be alone at the block by Friday night...and thinking of good old times together. I shall miss everyone but as everybody said, good times will end one day and we have to face the reality one day soon.

Adam posing with giant Koala at the Koala's Conservation Park

Feeding Kangaroo at the Farm

Spending the evening at Great Ocean Road

At the city

Happy Birthday Mohamad Adam Muqriz

You're our precious, our beloved son and little qaliph in our lives. The one and most loved by whom touched by your smile. Our prayers for you to be a righteous son, devoted to your creator and religion. We pray for your well being and happiness.

Mohamad Adam Muqriz, our heart and soul, may the age you gain will bring more for you as you grow up. Fight my little qaliph and never let your sword of courage down to let others trample you with hatred and malice. Always be true and carry honesty above your proud head. Mohamad Adam Muqriz my love, as we surrender our faith to Allah swt, always know that we love you so much and you're always our little munckin of happiness. Happy 4th Birthday my dear son and Insyaallah, Allah will give you the best with our doas. Mommy and Daddy love you so much.

Love from mommy in Melbourne and daddy in DR Congo for Adam in Malaysia.

Saya dah kata, bila mood menulis datang kan, hari-hari la ada entry. Sengal kaki berjalan seharian tawaf bandar Melbourne..hasil?huhuhu..tawaf Mekah ada juga faedah dan barakahnya kan? tapi kalau tawaf bandar melbourne..apalagi jika tawaf Direct Factory Outlet(DFO), duit la banyak keluar. Minggu ni sale sakan sempena Easter dan Good Friday so ramai betul umat di DFO dan Melbourne City. Bersesak-sesak dengan macam-macam kerenah. Keluar dari DFO, tersentak dengan hujan..alahai..windy and raining semua cukup. Berlari-lari la kami berdua mencari tempat berlindung dan makan malam (merangkap breakfast dan lunch)...terperasan dua student dari Malaysia tapi sebab dah terlalu kedepan..taklah sempat menegur.

Ada masa saya pelik juga..dan tertanya-tanya..segelintir students Malaysia di bandar Melbourne ni agak 'kedekut' senyuman dan sapaan. Bila bertemu ada yang sekadar menjeling aje walaupun disedekahkan dengan senyuman...sadis sungguh dan diluar batas pemahaman saya. Sekiranya bangsa lain berada dibumi asing ni, pantang jika terjumpa saudara serumpun..hatta ditepi jalan pun sakan bersembang. Saya tak nafikan..ada yg ramah dan baik mesra menegur..tak semua yg masam mencuka. Tapi itulah..terkilan bila senyuman dibalas dengan jelingan. Apa nak dikata?hmmm...

Iye iye..sindrom menulis sudah datang (so glad). Tapi entry bithday Adam I dah tulis lama..during March lagi..haha..sangat excited dengan birthday anak..sebab setakat hari ni kami hanya ada sorang saje permata hati. Susah payah kami nak dapatkan sorang tu jadi maafkan keterujaan saya sebagai mommy.

Saya ada cakap dengan housemate yg saya sangat appreciate weekend ni..err..setiap weekend pun saya bersyukur tapi weekend kali ni saya rasa sangat happy. Ada few reasons:

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  Saya dah hantar Portfolio Part B (sangat rasa nak menjerit lompat-lompat tapi control okay). Belum dapat feedback dari Guidance Officer tapi at least beban sampai tak tidur bermalam-malam tu dah selesai alhamdulillah. Separuh dari perjuangan sudah berjaya.


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  Lagi 2 kali weekend saya dapat jumpa hubby dan anak kesayangan saya..insyaallah. Makin dekat reunion kami jadi saya sangat happy overloaded. Bukan senang nak dapat peluang berholiday di luar Malaysia sebabkami bukan kaya raya. Allah tarik nikmat saya bersama anak tapi Allah gandakan rezeki kami sekeluarga..alhamdulillah.


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  Minggu ni ada sale best sempena Easter. Saya tak sambut tapi saya sambut sale tu..haha. Bukannya boleh shopping bagai nak gila pun sebab elaun ciput aje. Sekadar nak beli barang keperluan untuk guna masa Bush Camp nanti (minggu depan). Tapi perasaan bila beli barang tu kan yg paling best walaupun setakat beli ubat gigi..hahaha.

Hubby ingat saya bercamping esok jadi awal-awal lagi dah turunkan pesan dan doa..hehe..masa tu saya tengah mamai baca sms dia. Then dia call berkali-kali dan saya mamai lagi..iye..sehabis kelas harini saya balik terus zzzz...masa dikelas tadi pun saya jenuh melawan rasa mengantuk dan keletihan akibat tak tidur malam seminggu ni. Punya la dalam hati berdoa jangan tertutup mata saya dengan rasa mengantuk..alhamdulillah..saya berjaya..hehe. Petuanya..saya skip lunch harini..sebabnya kalau la saya lunch..dah tentu mata saya lagi berat. Dan saya ter skip dinner..sebab saya tidur..huhuhu. Bangun jam 12am nk wish birthday anak (dan solat)..perut berkeroncong lapar. Minggu depan dalam jadual ada camping di Lady Northcote Camp. Saya macam berat hati sikit nak pergi. Seronok bila tengok jadual aktiviti. Macam-macam ada..rafting, high rope, giant swing, archery, scavenger hunt. Tapi sekarang ni autumn kan..sejuk masyaallah. And then waktu solat saya la soalnya..tapi insyaallah akan dipermudahkan harapnya. Start dari hari Rabu after lunch and balik hari jumaat. Yang tak berapa nak syioknya..balik aje dah kena prepare another assessment..waaaaa....tak syioknyeeee..

'Sting' the pilot Stop for breakfast dulu

Sale Botanic Gardens

Siang tadi we sent our friend ke East Sale for his course. After 2 months bersama di sini, terasa sebak juga bila melambai pulang tadi. Malaysian disini cuma berempat dan dia seperti Abang Long yg menjaga kami berdua. Abang Long yg seorang lagi jarang keluar jadi kami bertiga yg kerap bersama. Hari minggu memang rutin kami keluar dari pagi hingga malam dan tanpa dia, memang akan terasa kurangnya. Perjalanan ke East Sale tadi mengambil masa 4 jam lebih juga. Tak silap saya jaraknya dalam 220km dari Melbourne. Our friend akan meneruskan perjuangan for Instructor Pilot Course or IPC sehingga bulan August ni. Semoga dia tabah dan bersabar dengan cabaran baru di RAAF East Sale. Sempat juga kami berjalan-jalan disekitar Port Sale dan tentunya kemeriahan takkan sama seperti di Melbourne. Jika di bilik kami di DITC, kelengkapan komputer dan internet disediakan, disana tiada. Jika disini sangat senang hendak kebandar (Stesen keretapi hanya 1km diluar base), disana perlu berjalan sejauh 7km untuk keluar. Jadi, kami doakan supaya Mej Sting dapat sesuaikan diri dengan baik. Kalau tension pun..boleh terbang dengan PC9 tu..jadi mungkin kuranglah sikit kerinduan pada family dan kawan-kawan di Melbourne.

Frustrated..I'm burning holes on the notes as well as the computer staring at the words and trying very hard to digest its meanings. At last (frustrated and nearly giving up and searching for other materials), I went out with the other ladies to the mess. I don't really want to have dinner but I just want to have that long walk from our house to the mess to clear up my mind...hoping I could focus on my tasks afterward. Thanks to a gorgeous looking New Zealander, I had a good laugh with the ladies..well, I'm not looking at him and trying to get his attention (the fish on my plate look more tempting and delicious to me) but he happened to sit at our table. I had a good discussion with one Pacific Islander sitting in front of me while my ladies friends were attempting to listen to his conversation with the two guys from Laos. I guess he noticed their interest and announced (out of context as my friend said) that he misses his fiancee. Upon hearing it, the two ladies shut off their antenna and focused on their meals..hahaha..

While walking back, we histerically recollect the moment he looked at us when we were at the lounge drinking coffee after we had dinner. I have to admit he is a good looking guy...and the ladies are right to have starry eyes...hahaha. But we don't want to be blame for any harrassment issue..though as I said to my friends, we could always blame that for being the ETDC students, we are now not in our right mind.

Sigh..sigh...where am I just now? Owh..my reading materials are still on my table waiting for me. I finally decided to go through it one step at one time since I have plenty of time. I'll finish with analysing the 4 articles tonight and continue with the tasks tomorrow and the activities the day after. On friday, I'll have to concentrate on the CALL (Computer Assisted Language Learning) Programme overview and by Saturday, I'll finish half of my task..Insyaallah.

I have to go out on Saturday because I have to buy few necessities for the coming Bush Camp and on Sunday we'll be driving to East Sale. Pilot is going there for his target course and we'll miss another good friend...hmm...not so great week but perhaps a good weekend? We should see, shouldn't we?

Our Pilot is going away soon and we will miss another good and reliable company

My classmates from Indonesia, Vietnam and Thailand

p.s. I miss my Adam and my family too.

Assignment menimbun tinggi memanggil-manggil minta disiapkan tapi tuan rumah rasa sangat malas nak membaca articles dan journals dihari minggu. Semalam seharian berjalan mencuci mata (sedang berlangsung F1 di melbourne minggu ni jadi bandar melbourne sangat padat dengan manusia semalam and harini juga) di sekitar South Warf dan terus naik train ke rumah sepupu pilot di Carrum. Kami cuma diberitahu ada makan-makan tapi tak la menduga rupanya ada birthday party for darling Hazimi yg genap setahun..aduhai..segan sungguh bertandang kerumah orang yg baru first time tu jumpa tanpa bawa apa-apa. Nak masak pun bukannya kami ni berdapur kan. Cuaca semalam agak sejuk dan menambah degree of 'kelaparan'...bila ramai Malaysian berkumpul..faham ajelah..sedap bersembang dan sedap juga menyuap makanan.

Di Base pula, memang sudah dimaklumkan awal-awal lagi..adanya gangguan elektrik selama 2 hari (Sabtu dan Ahad) for maintainance purpose. Saya sampai kerumah semalam dalam jam 11 malam and by then dah ada elektrik...kalau takde alamatnya tak tidur la dek kesejukan.Harini saya keseorangan di rumah sebab another 3 housemates pergi ke Temple for routine prayer. Sehabis basuh baju and lipat baju, kemaskan fail dan baca sikit-sikit for kelas next week..

Next week dah minggu terakhir bulan March..dan April yg sangat ditunggu-tunggu bakal tiba. Tapi yg agak kurang best sebab kena fikirkan banyak submission bulan April. Research Paper juga kena submit sehari selepas cuti panjang..aduhai...jadinya, in order to be able to bergembira dengan hati senang masa cuti nanti, kenalah bekerja keras dari sekarang dan siapkan kerja lebih awal. Mampukah???

Owh..black crows dah mula banyak...petanda Autumn? hmm..suka betul melepak atas lampu..bila hari-hari mendung tu..sangat rasa gloomy..black crow and gray sky.

view from outside my room..kes boring la ni.

Lone flower still blooms in the midmorning..tatau ada lagi or not in another 2 weeks.

This week saya demam. Started on thursday dah start feeling feverish and getting worse on Friday. At last, I requested to go back to my room and sleep. Bangun je tidur petang friday tu..woooo..tekak rasa swollen. But hari Jumaat tu birthday my junior yg sedang course sekali with me so tak mau la jadi party pauper kan..kesian amoi tu first time sambut birthday here. After few snaps and melantak cake yg sangat sedap (made by our seconded officer's wife), dengar ghost story and main game, I masuk tidur after telan another 2 panadols. The season is changing and I think it is the main reason. Lagipun dengan penat berjalan ke Sydney and homeworks yg banyak, tak membantu badan untuk rehat. Next week is another challenging week.Dah start sumamtive assessment dah..I'm praying for the best..Insyaallah.

The whole gang albeit Wasito from Indonesia

Blue from Vietnam with me

Finally Wasito made it (Far left)

Here and There

I love my blog so much and if I don't write that often, it really means something..of course, in my case now I'm terribly busy adjusting my life as a student (full time from 0800-1700). I have so much thing to share, from great experience of going places, our 6th Anniversary and Japan earthquake which resulted the tsunami and becoming a major concern everywhere in the world.

My heart and prayer go to all Japanese and also Malaysians who are there.

Trying to be strong at this dark moment, prayer and helps are the most needed by the people in Japan. Be strong and Insyaallah, our prayers will be answered.

Right now, I'm sitting at my desk trying to recall back events and memories of the past. Having a small gap in between meals and preparation for tomorrow's classes. The course..how should I describe it? When I have no time for my beloved blog..hubby said it should be quite challanging for me. Yeah..in a way I agree with him. Of course, I am doing my Master and I attended AELIC in USA so those really help me with this course. I think what really tiring me every day are the amount of input and also the micro teaching sessions which I really detested.

But I have a fair share of fun (going to places I would never have chance if not because of this course). I had the most tiring driving experience when we travelled for 2000km from Melbourne to Sydney by car. That was the greatest miles I ever did. Then we had the experience of being up close and personal with Sydney Opera House..spent there almost hours horsing around and being lunatic. We drove back and enjoy the 12 Apostles which I think so amazing and wonderful. Our 6th Anniversary came on the 12 th March and hubby called and sms me beautiful words and I truly feel touched. This year we have to make do with simple wishes but very meaningful nevertheless. I'm looking forward April because my husband , son and sister will come here and we'll have fun exploring Melbourne together. I feel sad everytime I go somewhere because I would love to have my beloved together with me.

All in all, please pray for all peoples who are suffering a great deal. may they will be given strength and will. Enjoy the pictures and insyaallah will post an update when I have free time.

Dah seminggu berlalu and am counting days to meet my family. Pathetic it may sound to many but yeah..being apart is not easy. I call Adam 2 times a day and it is still not enough. He is missing daddy more when I'm not around it seems. Pelik kan..patutnya rindukan I la but dah terbalik jadinya. Whenever I call, he'll ask me to ask his daddy to call him. He even asked tokwan for daddy's phone number so that he could call daddy. I guess all those while when I ada, dia distracted with many things so dia rindu dia pada daddy tu kurang la..but when I'm not around and he has times to think about daddy, tu yang sampai merajuk tak mau cakap ngan I bila daddy dia tak call.

Am not that happy as I may look as I have to think about the little heart I left at home. I guess it is a challenge in weeks ahead as I'll be starting my class tomorrow. I hope I'll be given strong heart and will to go through this. Insyaallah.

From Laverton to Point Cook and Dandeenong

Since this week we are still on ARPF(Administration and Reception Period Familiarisation), kelas belum bermula. Everything is sorted out during this week like logistic needs, registration and books. Oh yeah, nama pun student kan jadinya adalah buku-buku tebal yg perlu dibaca. Many are wondering what i'm doing here. Well, I'm attending English Teaching Development Course and this course is a 3 month course. Under the MAJDP or Malaysia Australia Joint Defence Programme, we are sponsored by the ADF (Australia Defence Forces) to do this course. Alhamdulillah, yes I'm lucky enough to be sent to attend this course. Bukan apa...selalunya those yang from TESL line memang tak dihantar for this course sebab they said it's a waste of money since we are going to learn what we had learnt. Tapi yelah..I graduated back in 2002..and now is 2011..changes and improvement have been going on and we have to keep abreast with the latest style of teaching kan?

Okay..enough of what am doing here. Nak cerita sebelum ni tak boleh la sebab last minute cancellation pun boleh jadi..hahaha..mau beria cerita tiba-tiba tak datang sini..

Since there are plenty of Malaysian here, rasanya harini je tak de lawatan ke rumah-rumah. Semalam berjalan ke Point Cook ke rumah Seconded Officer di sini and after we had marvellous laksa, roti jala, red beans bun and corn pudding (fuh...calories), we went to Dandeenong to another friend's house..and of course makan lagi..the day before we went all the way to Port Sea to another Seconded Officer. Wife dia masak grilled lamb (I tak makan lamb so tak tau la rasa camane), sambal udang..sebab dia stay dekat dengan laut..near to Port Phillip..udangnya besar okay..yummy..soup yg sedap..makan dengan sambal kicap and ice cream...

Terpaksa la ke gym and berlari petang tu nak bakar all the calories accumulated. So, memang la sangat terjaga makan we all ni..and makan di Mess pun sedap juga..hahaha..sebab halal jadinya memang tak de masalah makan.My plan is to lost another 10 kg..tengok macamana pencapaian nanti..dengan dugaan makan sedap-sedap ni..

Alhamdulillah I arrived safely at around 2045H Melbourne time..dalam jam 1745 la waktu Malaysia. After cleared from the Immigration process yang sangat lama sebab ramai orang, we were lucky terus jumpa driver yg sedang menunggu. After daftar and terima kunci dan cards, we borak-borak with Malaysia Seconded Officer here until about 0010 and terus masuk dan mengemas barang-barang keperluan.

For my family, alhamdulillah I'm safe and sound. I'll call you as soon as possible. Love from me.

Petang ahad yang sejuk dek hujan tak berhenti dari malam tadi memang sangat menyamankan. Perut pula kenyang dialas nasi kerabu..fuhhh...damai je jiwa. Saya tak bertanggungjawab masak nasi kerabu yg sangat sedap tu tapi Kak Shidah, emak kepada Mimi yg belajar Add Math dengan adik saya yg menghantarnya semasa menjemput Mimi balik selesai kelasnya tengahari tadi. Plan saya dan Ain nak keluar membeli barang-barang dapur yg sudah kehabisan tapi memandangkan Adam yg baru sembuh dari demam (iye, this time demamnya lebih seminggu), saya tak berani bawa dia keluar rumah kerana cuaca yg sejuk dan hujan ni. Postpone lagi la hingga hari cuti warga Wilayah pada Selasa akan datang ni.

Semalam agak panjang lebar saya berbual (ber-ym) dengan hubby walaupun dengan connection yg timbul tenggelam di Congo dan Malaysia. Banyak yg dibincangkan dan alhamdulillah otak saya kurang sikit serabutnya. Dah lama saya tak dapat berbual panjang dengan hubby sebenarnya. Walaupun dia call setiap hari tapi dengan kesibukan saya dan dia, juga jarak yg jauh menyebabkan ada yg tak terucap..hehe.

Therefore, walaupun harini hujan dan mood pun mendung aje...tapi hati saya lebih tenang dan happy....walau hakikatnya..banyak lagi kerja nak buat, barang belum start packing dan keperluan yg harus dibeli belum lagi dibeli...hahaha...

Hubby said few days back, "Ayang macam tak nak pergi aje ni"...and sesungguhnya itulah perasaan saya. Hubby said that after I told him I tak prepare apa pun lagi before departing to Australia this coming 12 Feb 11. Yeah...I know I'll be missing Adam like crazy..one aspect that wretch any mom's feeling surely...if it is possible..I would bring him with me..anywhere I have to go but since I'm going under the expense of Australian Government...I'm not allow to do that.

I got my ticket and visa today and the flight will be in the morning. Juga, bila terbiasa hubby hantar setiap kali fly, I miss him too this time around. I will have to make do with the driver assigned to send me off..no goodbye hugs from hubby and Adam nampaknya...and I also miss my mom..been almost a month since I last went back to see her.

I have more or less 14 days more to sum up everything, to settle most of things and to kiss goodbye to Adam...difficult time for me...and affecting everything. I'll write again soon..probably before I go.

ADAM DEMAM..so of course hari minggu hanya dihabiskan di rumah aje. Mommy pun letih..bila Adam demam, mau la bangun 3-4 kali semalam check temperature, kasi ubat, Adam trips (sila notice -s tu ye) ke toilet lagi since I forced him to drink plenty of plain water...huhu..badan sendiri pun rasa nak demam. Ni la nasib if daddy takde...semua kena tanggung sorang-sorang. Pagi tadi after I sent my sis work, terus ke Jusco sebab Adam nak makan donashi. Ikut ajelah selera orang demam kan..kesian dia, dah turun 0.5 kg since demam 2 hari. Tapi dia makan satu aje..walaupun kata teringin nak makan. Went to clinic sebab ubat batuk dah expired..and ambil ubat demam sekali. Both of us tertidur kat family hall and I was woke up bila hubby call. Sorry ye darling, I was a bit disoriented so cakap pun slurred dengan rasa mengantuk.

Harini lunch and dinner sempoi aje so I letak la gambar-gambar at Bird Park lagi instead of gambar ikan goreng and bubur nasi..hehe...

One of many favorite pictures ..the expression yg mahal..hehe..sama je dua-dua tu..
I love your surprise look Adam..hehe..
Ateh, Adam and bird

Esok I ada Mess Night..huhuhu..malasnya...lagi malas bila pergi single when orang lain bawa couple masing-masing..buhsaaannnn....

Iye..saya memang tak sedar diri...badan yg sakit dan sengal ni didera lagi tanpa belas kasihan. This time around, berjalan-jalan di Taman Burung Kuala Lumpur. Mau tak bertambah sakit..it is the largest of its kind in the world...hambek...lupa yg dari leher sampai ke hujung kaki, if ada pergerakan je rasa nak menangis sakit. Outing sempena cuti Thaipusam ni memang last minute. We went out to have lunch at Jusco..I tetiba teringin nak makan steamboat. Sebab ada member yg sibuk survey tempat steamboat..I yg over teringin..haha. Sebab breakfast dengan cereal aje, so perut memang tengah menyanyi la time lunch...after solat, we decided to go sight seeing kat Bird Park yg tak pernah pergi walaupun dah lama jadi warga Malaysia. As usual, plan last minute camni yg menjadi pun. Tak payah la mimpi nak plan berminggu-minggu..ada jelah halangannya. Dari melepak kat Shopping Complex menghabiskan masa dan wang ringgit..better habiskan masa dan duit bagi edutainment kat anak. Adam was happy chirping non stop (sampai kena marah) macam birds yg ada tu dari dia sampai hingga la dia masuk tidur.

If you have time, you should go there..menarik tengok all types of bird. Yang sakit mata tengok orang dating peluk-peluk pun ada juga. Aduhai...sampaikan dalam bird park pun korang nak buat hal ke? Tak malu kat burung-burung yg ada ke? I share few pictures of colorful birds yg ada dalam park tu. Nak letak semua I tak sempat nk buat watermark..hehe.

We purposely ambil gambar disini supaya I tak payah tulis banyak about this place..hehehe..you can read yourself or you can visit http://klbirdpark.com for more info about fees, opening hour and feeding session. Iye..Adam pejam mata sebab panas katanya.

Kesian ateh nye kena dera..dah mommy usung kamera amek gambar..kena la ateh layan dia main swing sampai tanak turun.

P.S Daddy, jangan sedih ye...bila you balik kita pergi Butterfly Park pula okay..hehehe.

The result of my weeks of migrane, worrying, and buzz a bizz (my own word..hahah) hectic working days, sending Adam and fetching Adam to and from school is..jeng jeng jeng..2 kg weight loss...soon..am gonna hit the amazing 4 again..hehe.

I went for a medical check up at Gleaneagles (I'm not splurging money for nothing hokay) because it seems that if we want Australia visa, we have to undergo medical check up at Gleaneagles (if at KL). Everything went under the scrunity of the doctor (very thorough I tell you) and I'm clear..alhmdulillah. When I went on to weight myself...WOW!!! hahaha..I had shed the 2 kilos by being stressed..

Camane la berat tak turun..I skipped breakfast and lunch for most days sebab tak sempat...lame excuse kan? That's the truth..sadly. And this morning, we had UKA or Ujian Kecergasan Asas. It is a test to see our fitness...inclusive of 2.4 km run, heaving, shuttle run and jumping..huhu...we have to pass these tests so have to run like mad..hehehe...so I have a very sore body..from head (headache) to toe...and of course I'm not allowed to go to bed early..we have Ceramah Agama so after I fetched Adam from school, we went to hunt (hahaha..coz mommy was basically flying and dragged Adam together) for Adam's dinner and my breakfast, lunch and dinner combined together meal. Then I mandikan Adam, fed him dinner, at the same time eating my food..had hot shower for my knotted muscle and drove back to my office which was about 10 km from my house..come back and since I'm tired but not sleepy..I have time to post an entry.

And yeah..I got my parcel yg I tunggu-tunggu today..rasa macam nak lompat-lompat..haha..Tak sempat ambil gambar the parcel tu sebab tak sempat tunggu I dah buka..but I'll share the picture of the content tomorow..hehehe...I'm smiling..

For a week I had a terrible migrane. For me, it usually caused by these factors aje; Hot weather, a sign of PMS, Oily food kurang tidur and stress. I rasa probably because of stressful week la I dapat migrane ni and sebab asyik dapat nigtmares aje so tidur tu tak berkualiti. Usually if kena migrane attack, I would 'berkurung' dlm bilik aje...the darker, quiter and cooler are the better. But yelah..siapa yg nak hantar ambil Adam ke sekolah pula. Sure he can 'ponteng' but I would hate it for him to miss the activity. Dah la bulan depan nak start cuti panjang dah. This is the second week I got migrane...so, dah dua minggu sebenarnya kepala tak berapa nak betul.

At time like this, terasa sangat ketiadaan hubby. If dia ada, for sure la ada yg boleh tolong ringankan kerja...and ada juga yg boleh tolong 'ketuk-ketuk' kepala bagi rasa lega.

When I woke up this morning, ada rasa kurang (sebab cuaca mendung je harini and I slept sangat awal semalam) sikit sakit kepala I so banyaklah house chores yg dapat dibereskan. And since dah berminggu tak masak due to my sakit kepala...harini I masak awal..hehehe..

I kan, bila buka je blog LG and few other blog, sure terliur-liur je tengok juadah yg dimasak dan di tayang tu...so arini perasan juga orang nak terliur...hahahaha...(setakat sayur dengan masak lemak ayam ni orang jeling sebelah mata aje ni..) maka I upload gambar our lunch. Breakfast tak payah la sebabnya memang seisi rumah ni amek light breakfast...roti and jam atau cake aje.

Masak lomak ayam..I tak makan sebab oily...

I and Adam shared mix veges ni...anak teruna I tak tahan pedas..pelik juga la sebab Jawa tak tahan pedas kan..I ni lain la..bukan breed Jawa..hehe..

P.s.Daddy yg selalu tanya I makan ap..ni le yg kitaorang makan for lunch..dinner ni tengok camane dulu..probably buat meehon aje sebab mommy kepingin nak makan..hehehe..

If people ask me how do I handle being a single mom (temporary ye tuan puan..saya masih bersuami)...jangan la terkejut bila I cakap..I pun tak pernah handle it..hahaha...I redah aje. Redah punye cerita ni maksudnya...banyak la air mata yg tumpah..dan mimpi ngeri bangun berpeluh tengah malam. Like yesterday night..I dreamt of terlupa basuh uniform sekolah Adam..seriously bangun jam 3 pagi terus masuk bath room nak basuh baju...hahaha...padahal uniform Adam ada 2 pasang so taklah jadi problem if I tak basuh sepasang..and yes...I wash my baju using the traditional way...hand wash. Berpeluh weh mimpi ngeri macam ni. Lately memang tidur tak pernah lena...sebab fikiran agak serabut fikir macam-macam...

I have another 3 weeks to settle banyak kerja before I'm going for my course. Susah hati ni nak tinggalkan Adam..susah hati juga nak siapkan sebanyak mungkin kerja sebelum I berkursus...pendek cerita minggu keluh kesah kembali lagi.

Bila urusan rumah tangga dan anak harus diuruskan seorang dan hubby tidak berada disini..dan bekerja full time, harus ada kesulitan. Masa yg ada harus diurus dengan sebaik mungkin..and sometimes, kerja luar jangka yg mengganggu rutin yg dah diatur boleh sebabkan kekalutan dan masalah. My routine sudah berubah pattern as Adam goes to school. If dulu, masa lunch usually spent buat kerja (sebab saya jarang lunch) but now masa tu digunakan untuk menghantar Adam ke sekolah. Bila ada aktiviti yg dibuat masa ni..memang la saya rasa nak jadi Hulk Hogan...ditambah bila ada suara sumbang yg bercakap dia pun ada anak bersekolah tapi boleh aje attend majlis or meeting or apa-apa la event yg berlaku...yes...sure you can..sebab you ada isteri or suami yg tolong hantar anak you...I don't have a husband to help me out.

Sometimes, nak mengharap orang lain faham my situation yg kena handle semuanya sendiri..memang tak boleh la...sebab at my office takde siapa yg berada in my situation.

I am not strong..sometimes menangis juga bila berhadapan dengan situasi-situasi yg sukar ni..just that I know the risks when I let hubby goes...cuma rasa payah bila orang lain tak boleh faham kesusahan saya menghadapi semuanya seorang diri.

Well, now the pictures below bukanlah gambaran kesusahan saya..it's for this boy's daddy sebenarnya..because I know..he misses us more than we miss him..hehe..

Listening to music sebelum crash...tengok mata dah tau tahan mengantuk tu.

Kunun pose ala budak besar la ni..


A Kidnapped Teddy is his companion for tidur nowadays...I call it as such sebab teddy tu hak milik my sis yg Adam kidnapped masuk our room and refused to rturn back.


Ini routine terkini Adam..balik from school, mandi, makan and terus tidur..wake up around 9pm, main and reading session before tidur and bangun esok paginya.