Sep 29, 2008
Sep 26, 2008
Malam ni ada lagi Majlis Berbuka Puasa at the Officer Mess. Since it'll finish around 2200 ++, we decided that I'll go alone. Adam's bed time is 2030 and if we miss it..he'll be a little monster bend on making his mommy and daddy suffer throughout the night. Tak yah la kan..Since I need energy to plough through tomorrow with meeeting for one whole day and on sunday we have parade. I'm almost allergic with meetings and the word itself make me shudder.
Orang lain sibuk fikir nak kemas rumah, nak ganti curtain, new bed sheet..aku nih sibuk dgn kerja lagi...there's a thought of hiring a maid. But having a maid is a bit of a problem for us who value privacy among other thing. Sure la kena wear hijab whenever hubby is around since hubby is concern about those thing..Aduh la..takde maid pun pening, ada maid pun pening juga..
Sep 25, 2008
Only one?hmph..being blessed by Allah swt.
2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
3) Where do you wish to get married?
Eh?my parents' house la but married already.
4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
I would like to say and wish till the life after..
5) Are you in love?
7) Name the latest book that you bought?
The Shophaholic series.
8)What is your full name?
9) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first
For real? Well..Usman Awang I guess for his soulful thinking.
10) Christina or Britney?
Can't be bother with these duo.Who are they anyway?gehgeh..
11) Do you do your own laundry?
Yes, alternately with hubby.(Marriage is about sharing right?)
12) The most exciting place you want to go?
Mecca for Haj but I really want to go to Paris (hubby went there without me..huhu)
13) Hugs or kisses?
Both of course.
14) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
Passionate with her family well being.
A lucky women with twin and expecting again.
15)8 things I am passionate about
Arsenal-against my MU fanatic hubby
16)8 things I say too often
I'll look into it
Mommy say no right?
17)4 books I’ve read recently
Love in a Torn Land
Shopaholic with baby
18)8 songs I could listen to over and over again
Anything by M.Nasir and Ella (hubby will laugh at this) and a loud music IF I'm in desperate need of idea.
19)8 things I learned last year
Moving is painful.
Packing and unpacking are a horror.
Learn to do everything on my own-lucky it was for awhile only.
I can't be separated from Adam more than a week.
Don't trust anyone before you really know him/her.
Always recheck what you did.
Filing is so important.
To say you hate someone when you're not is painful.
20)8 people that I love to tag
I don't have that many blogger friends la..but if the people listed below have read my blog, please jawab la ye.hehe..
Sep 24, 2008
And for 2 days in a row, I manage to breath normally.I got back from work at 1500, which is so good (my house is already like a wreck ship-hubby said exaggeration from my part) and I finally have time to clean the house. Belum start with 'spring cleaning' yet coz tak larat nak buat sorang.
Shopping pun have to wait till this saturday.Even this saturday and sunday I have to go to work..I promised my mom to go back to Taiping this weekend but have to cancell it since it had been declared a working weekend. Mom was disappointed since she already finished working on Adam's baju melayu and she really want to see how it looks on him.But I think she had learnt from past experiences that I can't promise anything since plans in my life are almost non exist.
Holiday is coming soon and my students are losing interest with their studies...so if I insist on teaching, it'll be like talking to the wall and making my throat even drier. So I just sit back and let them talk whatever they want to talk about as long as it is in English.You wouldn't guess the magic of it..they really talk in English!!It is entertaining for me...and make me a happy teacher.Learning is not all about completing the syllabus but what the students achieve along the way...
Sep 22, 2008
As a soldier (yup..I am) aku rasa at all time I set my mind that anything is possible.Plans could be changed in just a snap. Since hubby is also a soldier, we thought we are prepare for all sort of things.But sometime bila dah terlalu kerap berlakunya last minute changes..orang yg sesabar hubby aku tu pun bleh blow.
Working at this current place..aku baru moved from Lumut early this year..banyak perkara yg ad hoc.Working with the Navy and working with the Army is soooo different.Since aku dah merasa ni boleh la tahu bezanya. Memang tak boleh plan apa bendanya pun..bila plan cuti tetiba ada meeting hari Ahad.Plan nak beli baju raya last weekend kena batal coz tetiba lak kena keje dari pagi sabtu sampai la pagi ahad..balik rumah aku drive macam org yg lalok coz terlalu mengantuk.Hubby yg patut dah gerak ke Lumut terpaksa la tangguh dulu.
Actually, memang patut hubby aku blow dengan Komandan aku ni pun coz dia terpaksa cancell banyak comitment dia just because unit wife dia memang fail dari segi management and planning..Hubby aku yg sibuk dgn projek, dgn site pun bleh kalah dgn aku yg a mere teacher in the Armed Forces.
Raya tahun ni pulak..aku yg tak sure cuti atau tak..bayangkan.Nasib tahun ni turn Klang..kira dekat juga dgn PD ni.If turn Taiping mau aku meraung juga..
Aku yang pening ni dah jadi tak tahu macamana nak berfikir dengan wajar..cuti raya ni pun macam tak cuti juga..dgn kertas soalan trial SPM nak mark, dengan Board of Inquiry lagi nak siapkan..fenin fenin..
Bagi yg membaca..tak semua tempat macamni keadaannya..bergantung kepada siapa Pegawai Memerintah.Macam sebuah kapal la..if Kapten pandai kemudi, ribut ke taufan ke..tak de kesan tapi if Kapten nye buta tuli..alamat tak ribut pun kapal rasa macam tempuh ribut.
Itulah aku, seorang guru dan seorang askar
Itulah hubby, seorang jurutera dan seorang askar
Sep 18, 2008
Ni pulaknya adalah Adam Muqriz yg gave the technician and the gynae a hard time to capture his..shall I say shape?hehehe..and also very elusive to gave us the sound of his heart beat..oo..play hard to get eh sayang?
Ni pula adalah scan pertama dibuat kat Malaysia right after I came back.After 21++ hour of flight and after lugging all the heavy luggages..got spotting the next day and hubby was vvveeery worried though I said it was nothing but he wanted to make sure everything was ok.
He is a miracle in our life..hehehe..tak dapat ku bayangkan if a day without him...
I think we had waited long enough to celebrate the day of 'baby' arrival. Hopefully kami dapat menyambut kedatangannya nanti..If arrive awal pun lagi la bagus.Then I have time to belek-belek dan mengaguminya dlm masa sendiri..hehehe..
Heck, I'm being so vague here..the 'baby' I'm so excited about is the brand new-most alluring-most wanted-Nikon D80.A DSLR type of cam which is my one of dream come true. Asalnya mahukan Nikon D300 tapi mengenangkan diri sendiri yg bukannya pro pun dan bukannya nak buat business pun jadinya turunkan sket la tahap mimpi tu.Lagipun,sedangkan D80 ni pun kena 'ikat perut' juga..apatah lagi nak mencapai D300..huhuhu..kena 'ikat satu badan' agaknya.
I've been waiting for the moment to come for almost half a year-not bad la kan.Insyaallah akan I postkan segala experiments with my brand new baby.
The real baby?INSYAALLAH coming soon..
Sep 17, 2008
I think I need a fresh air kut.dari sampai pagi tadi terperuk dlm pejabat ni je.Hari ni jelah yg aku free pun...dalam seminggu hari bekerja ku.
Sep 15, 2008
I guess dengan aku yg lifeless and demotivated every time balik keje, hubby pun perasan.My usual self is happy with segala jenis lawak jenaka yg tak masuk akal sometimes...nyakat hubby and Adam and my endless chatter.Hubby mentioned about the quietness of the house sampai bunyi burung pun dah boleh dengar (coz dia kata usually mommy talk and talk sampai dia tak dengar bunyi lain dah..hahaha..yeah right). Reasons are:
Aku dah penat memekak giving orders kat pejabat..penat bercakap berkali-kali about one single thing for hours..as for this week hari minggunya diisytihar hari bekerja..trying damn hard to be optimist, maybe dapat cuti raya awal kut. Then my comrades said that cuti raya might be very short as we might be called to work on the second day of raya. As for the officers, we maintain the charades of good humour but not for our subordinates as they are hoping for a week break at least.So to keep up their shattered happiness and motivation, I have to work the extra mile in ensuring people have no reason to kill each other doing the tasks. So damn taxing if I may say.
How could I be so sane, calm and happy with these issues? Mungkin tidaklah jawabnya...Jadinya balik keje last week hubby dah spring out a nice surprise for me...sangatlah terharunya daku..sampai teary eyes la jadinya..terlalu euphoric with the joy I don't care what present he gives..hahaha..the thought that count kan?jadinya hadiah apa tak penting.Yang penting...aku rasa dihargai oleh orang yg aku paling sayang.The perfume is too sweet for my taste yg suka fresh smell nih tapi tak cakap apa la..still grateful.But did dropped a little hint la kat hubby like 'Oh, I thought a Nikon D80 camera..but this is even better..' sambil senyum ada makna..hahahaha..believe me..hubby just knew what I was thinking by saying that.I'm still waiiitinggggg....hehehe.
Sep 12, 2008
I am not good with dates (numbers la to be exact) but I will remember those important enough to be remembered.And this particular friend of mine is truly specially no matter who he is to me now but for me he is always my friend.
I made mistakes in the past and one of it for letting him go believing false statement from me...I was being ME and by being ME..I'll be carrying a huge ego and pride and won't let anyone near me no matter how deep I'm hurting or howI care and love that person.
It was so stupid of me by doing what I had done but I can't turn back the time and even then, I still can't change anything..
I wish I could see him one more time and will be given chance to tell him that what I said to him years ago was a lie. And the lie had punished me but I accept it as fate.
We are not meant to be together, even without the lie..we won't be together.I am destined and fated by Allah swt to be with my husband.
I hate to lose a friendship because of silly things..and that what usually happen to me.
Sep 11, 2008
Maka secara automatiknya aktiviti yg baru diceburi terpaksa la diperap dulu.Hubby senyum-senyum je bagitau ada 3 butter bars dlm fridge yg dia kata, 'Yang, butter banyak-banyak tu bila nak hilang eh?'
Aku plan banyak sungguh sebenarnya...ingatkan cookies raya tahun ni nak buat sendiri, ingatkan nak buat cheese cake yg hubby suka makan, ingatkan nak buat itu dan ini..last2 yg I manage to buat was creme' caramel je..hahaha..sambil-sambil dukung Adam yg fussy coz demam.Hubby cam impressed kejap (ke aku yg perasan..hahha) aku mampu lagi wat something untuk berbuka.Dua orang jejaka aku tu dah habiskan 3/4 creme' caramel tu..so kiranya sukses la usaha aku tu berdasarkan peratus pecahan yg dah lesap tu.
Hari ni plan nak masak spaghetti tapi since hubby takde ada jamuan berbuka dan aku lak malam ni nak membuka dan memasang senjata..rasanya kenalah postpone dulu..aku gigit jelah butt styer tu nanti.hahaha...
Sep 5, 2008
Seriously aku ni dah hampir nak allergy dengan ayat meeting tu sendiri.
3 days in a row ada meeting dah hampir membuatkan aku collapse dah ni.If the meetings were about planning or brainstorming, taklah 'ribut' kepala aku ni.
Ni ala ala drowning-yourself-in despair-type of meeting manalah tak kelam jadinya.Baru je mukadimah dah kena 'hambur' nye meeting yg aku tak tahan..walaupun secara lahiriahnya semasa meeting ni takde yg kena 'hambur' personally (konon nak maintain the level of professionalism la) tapi everybody know who is responsible for what. Tulah aku cukup nyampah ngan post-mortem meeting.Like post-mortem mayat la..not so nice and clean kan?
Malangnya the understanding of post-mortem ni dah di misunderstood dah.Patutnya mencari kesalahan dan cara mengatasi di lain kali bukannya kesalahan dan siapa yg wat salah dan apa yg patut dibuat pada orang yg buat salah tu...patut ke?
Ni lah kita..hidup as orang yg jahil.
Sep 2, 2008
So here I am, menyelit jugaklah dalam jutaan blog yg ada..berkongsi kisah seharian seorang perempuan, isteri, ibu, anak, kakak, pekerja, orang bawahan, orang atasan dan seorang individu.