Dec 31, 2012

Masa

Due date given by my gynae is 8 Jan 2013 based on the first day of last period and scan result. Jadi, I have around 9 days left before the arrival of our new family member. Most of the time I prefer to stay quietly at home. Pottering around the house trying to keep it tidy and clean but if I overdid it, malam-malam sure berjaga sebab sakit.
This pregnancy is so different from when I was pregnant with Adam. Age is one of the contributing factor rasanya. I was very active when I carried Adam and experienced none of the discomforts I experience now until the day I gave birth to Adam. However, I am lucky to have hubby by my side during the last trimester. He has been a total germ with the extra load of housework, groceries shopping, managing the household and of course entertaining our big boy who is still a cry baby whenever emotion ruled.
Of late, walking from my bedroom to the main hall is taxing enough. What with the super active baby in my tummy exercising the little feet and fist, another super duper active son, tambah dengan backache and cramps lagi, fuhhh.
However, I am grateful for Allah SWT gift to us. No matter how tired and uncomfortable this journey to me, we feel blessed with another addition of new qaliph to our family. I only pray for our baby save journey to this world and a smooth delivery for me. Inshaa Allah.
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Dec 28, 2012

Adam is Abang Long

Abang Long sangat le tidur malam pun still nak berhimpit dengan mommy. He were rather chuffed when I praised him of his good efforts to help me tidied up his study table. Then perasan Abg Long lagi bila dah tak minum susu dalam botol. Tapi kan the journey to start him off bottle tu sangatlah tragis dalam hidup Adam (agaknya la). Dah seminggu dah dia berjaya tidur malam without his beloved botol susu. The first night tu he cried for his bottle and punya la susah nak tidur. Daddy told him yg botol susu dia tertinggal di rumah nenek so he had no choice. He still asked for it on the second day and siap tanya I yang botol susu adik dah basuh ke belum dengan harapan agaknya dia boleh pinjam botol susu adik la tu. But when mommy told him botol susu adik semua dah packed letak dlm kereta, he was okay and alhamdulillah dah boleh tidur malam without botol susu. We are proud of him but since then tamau minum susu la pulanya. Jenuh daddy pujuk campur dengan milo tapi tak jalan. So we have to think ways to make him minum susu for a balanced diet. We don't want to deprive him from getting enough calcium and vitamins tapi tulah, have to think harder macamana nak bagi dia a complete diet.
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Dec 23, 2012

My bag is still empty

Okay, I am officially a 9 month-er ( ada ka such word?) jadi countdown dh start by hari la ni. Nervous tak perlu la nak explain lagi kan sebab HARUS la nervous. Last check up baby dah 2.9 kg. Hehehe. Semangat ye baby kali ni. Mau cecah 3 kgs juga la bila keluar nanti. Barangx keperluan baby memang harus diakui complete baru semalam. Bukan tak excited dengan kehadiran baby this time, it is just that we are extra cautious after what had happened before. Plus I memang busy lately and hubby was not around. Of course hubby I tu if I shop for baby,dia nak join sekali. Haha...maklum la, I have a huge tendency to go overboard apatah lg bila beli barang baby. I will go bonka with uuuuuu comelnya, wowwwwww so cute. So since my beloved chauffeur/ best friend/ best tukang urut is available at my expense, tu yg baru shop till I drop tu. The best things are we could go places and have several options available. Sampai ke Shah Alam barang baby I gi borong you. The not so best thing is I dah tak larat nak heret my two kaki yang pendek dan besar (Adam's new definition of mommy) ni ukur kedai. Tapi since dah hujung-hujung ni elok la exercise sketx, I heave my big tummy juga to buy baby clothes and such. If korang ternampak a hugely pregnant lady dragging her tummy and feet kat Jusco tu jangan la tenungx ye. Anyway, beg baby dh selamat kt dlm kereta. Yang tinggal just my hospital bag yang belum diisi. I already prepared what need to be packed, just belum masukkan dalam bag je. In shaa Allah by tonight I will packed everything and put it in the car. Pray for me and baby yeah.
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Dec 16, 2012

I am still around

Wow!!!! Where should I start? Dah wayyyyy out of touch after several months of neglection.Pity my blog penuh sawang. Since it is going to be not long before the new year, I forced (hambek kau) myself to write something as to close 2012 entry.
Banyak la yang telah dilalui sepanjang selepas my last entry. Nak remind myself and to diligently write here memang rasa agak mustahil. Hahaha. Tambah dengan M syndrome yang makin menjadi-jadi sekarang ni.
Right now I am on my 36 weeks ++ journey dah. Next week dah masuk 37 week Inshaa Allah. So far the pregnancy is fine with minor problems here and there. Awal pregnancy dulu I had moderate morning sickness which did not help my weight gain. Every check ups memang la nurse inquiry whether I makan or not sebab until 5 months berat I cuma naik 600 gm. Tak termasuk low bp and low hb. Then,bila dah masuk 6 months,my weight improved remarkably with steady weight gain. Yesterday check up saw my blooming 63.3 kg kat weighing machine tu. Harus la kerja keras lepas bersalin nak back to normal weight kan. However we are concern with one thing yg dah two Gynaes pointed out which was the umbilical cord yg kedudukannya sangat dekat dengan leher baby. The first gynae had checked whether the cord ada lilit leher baby or not and alhamdulillah the cord was only near to his neck and yesterday the second gynae voiced out her concern about the same thing. We will have to wait until my next appoinment to find out whether I can deliver my baby normally or we have to go for a c-sect. In the meantime I have to monitor my baby movement real close seeing the possibility of the u-cord to tangle.
Owh,have we share the baby gender yet? Of course ada juga keinginan to get a baby girl since we already have a boy but apa yg both of us pentingkan ialah kesihatan dan keselamatan baby sepanjang my pregnancy and soon lahirnya baby. Jadi, tak kisah sangat about the gender :)
Inshaa Allah we will see who is going to arrive soon.
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Aug 8, 2012

Penghujung Ramadan

Apa achievement paling memberansangkan dalam ibadah di bulan yang mulia ni?Dah khatam Al-Quran?Dah khatam terjemahan sekali?Sembahyang terawih masih penuh dalam carta?Wahhhh..itu hasrat saya sewaktu bermulanya Ramadan.Tapi awal-awal lagi dah diuji dengan kesihatan yang tak memberangsangkan langsung.Saya pujuk hati,this is for a good course.Then,anak pula tak sihat yang as usual,kalau demamnya tak cecah 41 celcius memang tak sah.Sakit sana sini satu badan. Pun saya pujuk hati,Allah SWT sayangkan kami diberi ujian yg terlalu sedikit ni.
Saya hanya berpeluang belajar kembali membaca Al-Quran dipejabat sebab sepanjang tahun ada klinik Al-Quran untuk semua staf.Beruntung rasanya sebab kalau tak diperuntukkan masa untuk hadir tadarus dan klinik Al-Quran ni,mungkin bacaan makin merosot sebab takde guru yg nak tolong check bacaan kan.
So far puasa saya hanya ponteng di minggu kedua sebab demam dan muntah-muntah yang agak kritikal.Alhamdulillah tenaga saya bertambah bagus since sembuh demam haritu.Yang kurang bagus ialah berat badan merosot turun.Bila check-up memang dapat dakwat merah la ye.Based on my experience masa mengandungkan Adam dulu,berat saya hanya akan naik bila dh masuk 5 bulan.Mungkin yang ni pun sama.Saya rasa badan saya ni macam di pam pam dah tapi berat tak naik?
Other than that,baby sihat dan membesar accordingly (to my relief).Saya ngeri aje bila ada check-up takut nak dengar berita sedih macam yang lepasx. Bila dengar heartbeat baby yang steady,saya bersyukur diberi peluang mendengar bunyi nyawa yg sedang membesar.Inshaallah,saya akan update on the journey jika diberi kelapangan dan kesihatan yang baik.
Adam Muqriz buah hati saya so far menerima baik the news.Saya kata so far sebab belum muncul lg orang baru kan.Tapi sensitif ibu mengandung ni rupanya dibawa dek anak teruna sorang tu.Pantang tersalah cakap,muncung mau sedepa,then menangis tunggu dipujuk.Manja overdose tak payah cerita la...Saya and hubby layankan aje.Cuba memahami kehendak dia yg mungkin cuba sesuaikan diri untuk berkongsi.
Okay,in case saya tak sempat nak update entry before Hari Raya,I would like to wish all readers,Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri,maaf zahir batin andai ada tulisan yang tak menyenangkan hati.Take care.
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Jul 12, 2012

Long Hiatus

I do envy busy peoples with extra time to blog.How do they manage their time yes?I am not that busy-making-millions type of person but masih lagi terkial nk juggle my time.
As usual,my long absence is due to my failure to manage my time properly to accomodate working,studying,managing a household,being a driver and dot dot dot.
Anyway,the latest reason is the olde morning sickness malady.Alhamdulillah.One sickness that bring smile to every married couple in the world.
When we are ready to accept the fate bestowed upon us to have only Adam..we are again blessed with the good news. I keep on reminding myself in between throw ups,splitting headache,backache and heartburn that this is for a good cause and Allah granted our prayers.
I will update on the journey when I feel much much and much better and not tempted to hit the nearest pillow when the sun goes down.
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Feb 28, 2012

Taman Botani II

More pictures of us at Botanical Garden, Putrajaya. Bila cuti baru ada masa ngadap pc to upload the pictures. Usually update guna GT sahaja. I think if you are to arrange a wedding there, the shoot will be beautiful because the green really brings everything out..hehehehe..

Mommy nak pose macam Adam tapi malu..hehehe

Budak ni dah penat so dia mogok tak mau jalan..jenuh pujuk.

We are here..hehehehe

Let him feels the leaves and grass and run freely without us shouting and worrying of his safety.

Anything For You.

Those days we were so poor,keeping a pet was considered as impossible because mom said,if we were to keep a pet,we must considered its well-being. When we had so little on our plates,how will we feed our pet? So,the closest we had as a pet was chicken which later became our luxurious lauk.Often we cried when ayah slaughtered them but after mom cooked it,the crying stop immedietly.
If I come up with this story,nobody will believe me except those who know me since I was small.Alhamdulillah,the hardship,as well as difficult life taught me to be a stronger person and to work hard to achieve success.
The thing is,this pet issues continue until my youngest sister.You may think that my parents will grant this wish as they only have her at home but no.We have 2 cats at home.Stray cats we keep for years and later become a family pet.My parents said those cats are enough of responsibility.
Okay,Adam likes rabbit.Our neighbour have it and when he goes back to Taiping,my mom will walk with him to say hi to those rabbits.So,guess what,my dad got him rabbits!!!! Because he said Adam likes it so much.Wow!!!Anything for his grandson huh.
So now we have cats,bird and rabbits at home.Adam is very excited,he feeds those rabbits every morning and evening.He asked to bring those flurry balls to KL much to my delight..hahaha.I told him,we don't want to kill the rabbits so we have to leave it at kampung.He has to wait until we move to Manjung where we have space for those rabbits to run free. Of course,Atuk is considering Adam's request but this time I have a say and I say No. Hahahaha.
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Feb 23, 2012

Mommy ada 4 tangan.What??

Wow.Jika mommy ada 4 tangan tentu mommy dah glamour di interview wartawan tv,surat khabar ataupun majalah.Mungkin mommy dicalonkan untuk disenaraikan dalam Guiness World Book of Record.
Namun,mommy hanya glamour dalam hidup daddy dan hidup Adam :) sebab mommy tak punya 4 tangan physically. Tapi mommy boleh buat kerja macam mommy ada 4 tangan. Mana taknya,setibanya di rumah selepas ambil Adam di sekolah,Adam akan order makanan.Lepas solat asar,mommy terus masuk dapur siap-siap nk masak,sambil mandikan Adam,sambil buat susu untuk dia minum while waiting for the food,angkat kain,kemas dapur dan melayan soalan Adam yg tak pernah habis.
Sometimes bila Adam demands more than one thing at a time,mommy will say,"Mommy takde 4 hands".So Adam kena sabar tunggu.
Now he understand when I ask him to wait for awhile because mommy can only do one thing at one time.
He is not even 5 years old yet he understand. Why people who are much older and wiser cannot understand when I said I don't have 4 hands.They look at me and say " Duhhhh,of course you only have 2 hands idiot".
I feel like throwing a huge tantrum.Screaming and swearing freely to my heart content.People, it seems, think that I am a problem solver.They give me problems and they expect answers to be produced.Well yeah,I do think so because of the amount of 'rubbish' that I have to deal with daily are just unbelievable.
One of these days I really am going to kick few asses.,sheshhh.




Photo Credit to : Google.
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Feb 19, 2012

Taman Botani Putrajaya

If you are looking for a suitable place for picnic, leasure walking(long walk) as well as place for your children to run free,you may want to try Botanical Garden at Putrajaya. The luscious green garden sprawled at Precint 1 Putrajaya.
This week we decided to channel our trip to somewhere free.Well,it is not exactly free if you count fuel and tolls as you make your way there but the entrance fee is FREE. Once you are there,there are alternative ways of how you want to enjoy the garden.You can rent a bicycle,walk,hitch the tram ride,follow a guided tour or walking like us.
What can you see there? Well,trees,flowers,rocks,and lake. There are over 700 plant species from 90 countries so you can imagine yourself how many are there to see. The garden is divided into several parts namely Floral Garden,Palm Hill,Sun Garden and Lakeside.
If you are interested to know more you can always spend sometime in its Interactive Exhibition for educational experience.I'm not sure whether you have to pay or not so you may ask at the Visitor Centre once you are there.
Botanical Garden Putrajaya opens daily from 7 am-7pm.
My advice are:
1. Wear comfortable shoes for walking and cotton shirt as you may sweating bit while walking.
2. Bring along mineral water to drink as the cheapest drink is around RM5 which you can get at the Seafood Restaurant.
3.If you have small children,you may want to bring along their stroller because it is quite a long walk and they will get tired.
4. Don't forget your umbrella or cap.
5.Bring your camera because the place is just so beautiful.
6.Don't forget to introduce to your children some of the beautiful flowers and tree.
Hope you will enjoy the trip as we did.
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Feb 16, 2012

My Hobby Is (Part 2)

Okay,other than scissor and paper,Adam is veryyyy attach to his white board.Be it at home in study room or at my office where he used to rub off important details and wrote unrecognised symbols I thought that alien had invaded my office to gather important infos and tried to communicate with me..hahaha.
Nowadays,at 4 years and 10 months,he love scribbling while story telling. I had unsuccessfully tried to break the complicated codes and hands up,I nearly sign up for Intelligent Officer course.hahaha.go figure.
When I asked,his simple answer is,"You don't know the story mommy,this is the red car who drives to rescue the blue car and he has to jump and fight with the crooks"
Errr..please look at the pictures while imagining this story okay.
I know,his creative juices are flowing and I just let him be and sometimes I do chipped in but to my horror,he usually reject my contribution of ideas.Huhuhu.
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Feb 12, 2012

My hobby is...

I love reading.Sambil makan,dlm toilet(sila jgn ketawa),dlm bas,sebelum tidur,sambil bersembang dengan hubby pun saya membaca.Of course saya membaca masa bersembang dengan hubby tu bila saya tak nak dengar apa yg dia cakap sebab kalau cakap terus terang nanti ada yg kena tidur luar(saya la tu).haha. Mak saya pun kagum dengan kebolehan saya membaca dan concentrate dengan bacaan walaupun dalam tahap kebisingan yang boleh bagi pekak telinga.
Tapi,saya sedang buntu memikirkan hobi anak saya.Dari kecik dia suka sangat dengan aktiviti ni.Saya ingatkan bila dah besar ni mungkin keinginan dia untuk melakukannya dah hilang tapi saya silapppppp. Tiba-tiba dia kembali melakukan hobinya hari ni bila dia terjumpa gunting yang saya tak sempat simpan.
Saya masih belum berjaya mengenalpasti kebolehan anak saya ini boleh diletak dibawah spesifikasi kebolehan yang mana. Anak korang ada hobi yg iras-iras hobi anak saya tak?
Anak saya suka gunting kertas sampai berjam-jam lamanya tanpa jemu.Kalau tak saya suruh dia gunting dlm satu bekas,nescaya rumah akan dipenuhi kertas confetti cam ada hadiah besar org bagi kat saya. Tapi at 5 years old,dia guntingkan bentuk seluar,baju,rumah,pokok...rather than odd shapes like those days.
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Jan 30, 2012

Just pictures- worth million words surely

Between hectic lifestyle ( which always drive my skin therapist crazeee) and the loves of my life, moments captured through rare events are priceless to me.Yeah,I do post pictures because I love what I see in it and the happiness radiated from it.
Well,I take what it takes to cheer myself,otherwise I will always be the mournful soul who you don't appreciate to be around :)
So, what cheer you up the most?
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Jan 22, 2012

POYO?

Few days ago while chatting with my sis while waiting for the traffic light to turn green,she mentioned about the word above.I know,I know,everybody know it but being me,I want to know what is the real meaning,origin and when we started using it. I asked her but she gave a vague answer as she was also unsure of the real meaning but still use it nontheless (as we all do all the time kan?) So,i use my finger to click on google (which rarely a disappointment) and few findings popped out.
But I am interested with this one url http://m.urbandictionary.com definition of POYO.
According to the website,Poyo has more than one meaning but in Malaysia's context,it is used to define a pretentious,fake,show off kind of person.AND it is an insulting word okay.Alamak!!So I have to ask for forgiveness from my friends whom I blatanly said as POYO.Though meant as a joke or friendly banter among friends, we don't know who may keep it personal. Friends,please forgive my ignorance and if I say it again,it surely mean Pay On Your Own okay.hahaha.smile and have a blasting Gong Xi Fa Chai.
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Jan 20, 2012

Flash Mob

Pernah terserempak dengan aksi flash mob tak sepanjang you all dimuka bumi ni? Apa itu flash mob? Bukan flash flood yang sering terjadi di KL kala hujan tiba-tiba ye. According to Merriam-Webster online dictionary 'flash mob' is defined as a group of people summoned (as by e-mail or text message) to a designated location at a specified time to perform an indicated action before dispersing. Pertama kali used in 1987. Selalunya flash mob ni berunsurkan hiburan seperti nyanyian,tarian dan ekspresi seni. Owh,kalau ada perhimpunan yg berunsurkan politik dan menyanyikan lagu parti masing-masing itu bukanlah tergolong dalam kategori flash mob ini.jangan salah tafsiran ya.
Flash mob lebih dikenali di dunia barat dimana ekspresi seninya lebih 'open' and berani.Namun,di Malaysia juga ada diadakan flash mob okay. Jika kita search dalam youtube 'flashmob Malaysia' kita akan disajikan dengan flash mob yang menarik kerana ada 3 jenis bahasa dalam satu flash mob. Ianya diadakan di KLIA dan saya rasa masyarakat Malaysia sekarang lebih bertoleransi dengan kaedah penyampaian kreativiti seni dalam bentuk ini.
Saya pernah sekali sahaja terserempak dengan flash mob ini di kota Melbourne semasa di dalam tram.Agak lucu dan mengerikan (sebab takut ditarik menari bersama).Sebaik pintu tram dibuka,kumpulan ini terus berhenti,keluar dan menuju ke destinasi masing-masing seolah-olah tiada apa yang berlaku.Penumpang tram yg ada terpinga-pinga sesama sendiri dan kemudian ketawa bersama.
Saya rasa bagus juga untuk buat orang Malaysia tersenyum dengan flash mob ini.Sebab senyuman orang Malaysia sekarang sangat mahal. Do you agree?
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Jan 18, 2012

Bunga dan Aku

Bagi Adam ayat ganti nama 'aku' itu adalah satu dosa kerana dia telah diingatkan supaya menggunakan ganti nama yang sopan seperti 'saya' atau ' I' apabila membahasakan diri kepada kawan-kawan.Jadi,apabila saya atau orang sekeliling dia menggunakan ayat 'aku' dihadapannya,nescaya bakal mengundang kerutan didahinya diikuti dengan kata ingatan bahawa ayat 'aku' itu tidak disukai Allah.
Oleh sebab itu,saya hanya gunakan dalam penulisan atau semasa berbicara tanpa kehadiran Adam.
Okay,back to the root of the story.Diatas tadi hanya preemble.hahaha.maaf ya.
Saya suka bunga yang segar,hidup dan bewarna manis.Saya tidak gemar bunga plastik sebab bagi saya ianya fake dan mati.Therefore,saya hanya punyai 3 jambangan bunga fake ini dirumah.Itupun setelah dinasihati Ibu yg katanya rumah saya terlalu ringkas dan kaku.Bagi saya,tanpa bunga plastik lebih senang mengurus kebersihan rumah sebab tak banyak habuk yg melekat sana sini. Nak menghias rumah dengan fresh flower setiap 2 hari adalah diluar kemampuan. Di pejabat pula,saya tak pernah menghias dengan bunga mahupun gambar peribadi.Yang ada hanya buku-buku dan files.
Namun semenjak saya menjadi Pegawai Penasihat BAKAT,dan dalam pelaksanaan tanggungjawab itu,saya banyak menyimpan bunga-bunga plastik ini dipejabat kerana keperluan.Apabila mengurus sesuatu function atau aktiviti,pelbagai perkara dari yg paling besar dan penting hingga ke yg paling kecil dan tidak penting harus difikirkan.Warna ribbon kerusi,warna font backdrop,hatta tissue toilet pun harus diperiksa.
Pejabat saya yang dahulunya simple dan straight forward telah banyak berubah.
Itulah yang dikatakan,pekerjaan dan tanggungjawab boleh mengubah personaliti seseorang.Kawan-kawan sekolah yg mengenali saya mungkin dapat menilai perubahan diri saya sekarang.hahaha.What about you?
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Jan 17, 2012

Stress Free

Tajuk agak mengujakan tapi percayalah,ceritanya biasa-biasa aje.Banyak perkara 'menarik'yang boleh ditulis tapi memandangkan status pekerjaan saya yang menitik beratkan soal keselamatan dan kerahsiaan maka tak banyak la cerita 'menarik'yang dapat dikongsi bersama. So,banyaknya cerita tentang anak yg bagi saya stress free..when he behaves that's it.
Hari ni saya sambung bermain basketball.Percayalah,lemak-lemak yg dh lama tepu ni sangat susah nk terbakar walaupun saya bersukan 3 kali seminggu(tak termasuk berjalan sana sini melangsaikan kerja).Niat saya nak kurus sedikit supaya baju mess kit saya nanti selesa dipakai.Tapi macam tak berjaya je harapan tu.Owh,berbalik pada bermain basketball tadi.saya telah terpelecok semasa sedang berlari mengejar bola.Terkehel kaki kanan saya.Terasa sengal sampai susah nak tidur.Last week saya bermain basketball dan terseliuh tangan kanan.Nasib juga minggu tu pulang ke kampung so dapatlah saya berurut.Tapi minggu ni ada plan lain jadi tak dapat la balik berurut dikampung.Semasa saya mengambil Adam dari rumah pengasuh,kaki dah terhincut dan trust his eyes,Adam tanya kenapa mommy jln macam senget (ni ayat dia). When I told him,saya tak sangka dia akan reply begini, Mommy tak payah pergi kerja la,rehat dirumah cepat baik kaki tu.When I said I agreed with him but kena hantar di kesekolah dahulu.He replied, Eh,tak payah la hantar Adam ke sekolah,nanti kaki mommy bertambah sakit.Lagipun siapa nak jaga mommy nanti?Hahaha.nice try sayang but off to school you go.
Hari-hari saya yang stressful banyak diceriakan oleh Adam.Ada masa dia tambah juga stress saya but Im happy when I come home and listen to his chatter.Amusing and entertaining.
That's my stress free remedy.
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Jan 13, 2012

monologue

I do thing wholeheartedly,never without worry whenever my bosses give me tasks.I do complained when I think it's too much to be done at a time,not because I don't want to do it but because I am afraid the result will be poor due to lack of time and concentration.I have certain standard when I do things and it really drives me crazy when people especially my bosses fail to understand it. Truly,I had disturbing dreams concerning works all year long, for last year.I woke up confused and anxious every morning. My skin specialist had gave up on me everytime I went for a treatment session.I do understand her frustration because believe me,it's my face and I do feel frustrated too when my-free-from-acnes-pimples-sort-of-problem face started to experience that problem early this year. I blame it on stress and my therapist blame me for worrying too much.
It is not easy to juggle works,child,study and being a wife at the same time without any help from a maid and husband.Coming back on most weekend is not much of a help when I have to do everything on my own on weekdays.Not that Hubby is not important,it is just I have to do a lot on my own. At times,I feel so down and low.Nothing beats appreciation from your boss when you are so tired and burdened with works.I don't expect gifts or expensive things from my bosses.I want my bosses to recognise that the works done were my hardwork,and not claiming I don't have any work and such.Who did all the works if not me?My ghost?
Really,some people just won't realize what they did wrong until it's too late.
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Jan 10, 2012

Of branded items and saving plans.

Saya suka handbag,shoes,baju cantik-cantik,yang fashionable.Bila berjalan tepi kedai-kedai ni kalau tak masuk rasa rugi sangat.hahaha.Since ada anak,minat kumpul handbag dan kasut yg berjenama dah kurang.Kalau ada pun once in a blue moon baru saya beli baru. Sebab keperluan anak lebih utama therefore saya utamakan Adam.Then,saya sambung buat Master menggunakan duit sendiri dan masa sendiri.Keinginan yg ada terus disimpan rapat-rapat because the cost of course fees,ulang alik to class,books for revision,materials and other essentials for assignments and such semuanya ditanggung sendiri menggunakan gaji dan duit simpanan yg ciput dlm bank. Walaupun saya dan husband both are working,and alhamdulillah dapat menampung hidup untuk hidup selesa,we have to be cautious bila berbelanja. Nak membeli macam dulu masa bujang,masa belum ada anak memang tak dapat la.
Bila macam-macam bil nak tackle,bila masa nak menabung kan?Kerja lain ada juga simpanan KWSP untuk hari tua tapi anggota tentera mana ada simpanan begitu.Jadi pandai-pandai la menabung dalam Lembaga Tabung Angkatan Tentera atau Koperasi Tentera untuk simpanan masa depan. My hubby pula menabung dlm simpanan emas untuk the three of us. Supaya ada tabungan untuk pendidikan Adam dimasa hadapan.
Dulu,my mom selalu pesan pasal saving money and masa belum berkeluarga saya ambil mudah perkara macamni.Sekarang ni baru saya realize,wang simpanan ataupun aset adalah penting.Tak banyak,sikit perlu kita put aside dari gaji kita.As my mom said,duit tu sikit pun cukup,banyak pun cukup tapi depend macamana nak agihkan ikut keperluan.
Investment?Itu cerita favourite hubby...I?I prefer to make money by the traditional way.hehehe.
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Jan 8, 2012

Tahun Baharu dan Cerita tahun-tahun yang lalu

Salam to everyone.Being away from this blog for quite sometime now,and nothing more can be used as excuses other than my hectic lifestyle (cheeewahh)..adakah buat saya rasa seperti seorang wanita yang bekerjaya dan independent? Of course begitulah sebabnya namun,kegembiraan bekerjaya dan independent semakin kurang...walaupun gaji semakin naik,alhamdulillah dan saya (sejujurnya) agak risau memikirkan bagaimana nak mencari pekerjaan baru yg dapat menawarkan gaji pada jumlah yg sama seperti tahun ini(*nail biting) but saya berdoa agar rezeki kami dimurahkan Allah S.W.T dan agar dipermudahkan urusan kami dimasa hadapan.
Okay now,it is more or less had summarised my new year resolution.
Banyak perkara yang berlaku dan lebihnya tentang dunia pejabat dan kerja-kerja saya yang tak putus dari awal hingga hujung tahun 2011. Sepanjang tahun 2011,kerja saya banyak fokus terhadap event planning and execution sampaikan tokey kedai cenderahati,tokey kedai barang hiasan kenal baik dengan saya. Saya berharap agar tahun ini,saya akan dapat lebih fokus pada primary duties saya therefore dapat jalankan tanggungjawab sebelum berhenti kerja hujung tahun ini.Inshaallah.
Perhaps I will be able to write again soon here.So long.
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