monologue

I do thing wholeheartedly,never without worry whenever my bosses give me tasks.I do complained when I think it's too much to be done at a time,not because I don't want to do it but because I am afraid the result will be poor due to lack of time and concentration.I have certain standard when I do things and it really drives me crazy when people especially my bosses fail to understand it. Truly,I had disturbing dreams concerning works all year long, for last year.I woke up confused and anxious every morning. My skin specialist had gave up on me everytime I went for a treatment session.I do understand her frustration because believe me,it's my face and I do feel frustrated too when my-free-from-acnes-pimples-sort-of-problem face started to experience that problem early this year. I blame it on stress and my therapist blame me for worrying too much.
It is not easy to juggle works,child,study and being a wife at the same time without any help from a maid and husband.Coming back on most weekend is not much of a help when I have to do everything on my own on weekdays.Not that Hubby is not important,it is just I have to do a lot on my own. At times,I feel so down and low.Nothing beats appreciation from your boss when you are so tired and burdened with works.I don't expect gifts or expensive things from my bosses.I want my bosses to recognise that the works done were my hardwork,and not claiming I don't have any work and such.Who did all the works if not me?My ghost?
Really,some people just won't realize what they did wrong until it's too late.

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