Nov 25, 2009

Bila bercuti, niat hati nak buat macam-macam le. Dari se basic kerja sampai ke se complicated kerja di plan. Masa belum bercuti, bila hari-hari ke pejabat, terasa macam, "If cuti ni mesti banyak benda dah boleh settle". Taaapiii...bila dah cuti, dari se basic keje sampai ke se complicated keje satu pun tak siap..apa cerita?
Bila mommy cuti, automatically Adam tuned perangai dia yg memang exclusively for "Holiday Mommy". Meaning, manja dia extra 3 notches, meragam dia extra 2 notches, attention craved dia extra 10 notches. Nak marah memang la penat je marah sebab Adam pandai buat attitude, "Do I care??" huhuhu..what he cares ialah mommy gives undivided attention to him..waahaha. So apa yg telah elok di planned, satu pun tak menjadi you. Apa yg jadi ialah satu keje I have to do and redo at least for 2 times..bila I menyapu, dia pun nak tolong, so segala habuk dan sampah berterabur balik and I have to repeat the same thing. Sama la if buat apa kerja pun kat rumah my parents tu (since I balik bercuti ke Taiping this time around). Niat Adam sangat baik..nak tolong mommy so I taklah scold him for doing that although mommy penat bagai la nak ulang siaran buat kerja.
I planned to check the student's assignments since coursework mark dah nak kena submit before 30 November tapi when I opened the lappie and start reading, my beloved little angel tu pun sibuk la nak tengok cd...nak tolong mark the paper. Alahai sayang..if only you could really help mommy to read all the assignments and give my students mark for their work..I'll be very glad to let you have the lappie.
This morning when I hantar to his sitter, dia tanya..."mommy work ke? Mommy pakai baju work! Mommy cuti tak?" Dia dah tahu differentiate bila I keje and when I am not.Bila pakai uniform means mommy goes to work la. If not mau meraung bagai nak rak kena tinggal tu...
Tapi betullah cakap my friends, the time spent though is very tiring and frustrating, it is fulfilling and precious. What Adam's appreciates are very simple and basic...attention, love and care (though mommy ada juga tinggikan suara now and then)...tapi sangat la menguji kesabaran mommy...my dear precious little angel!

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