Petang ahad yang sejuk dek hujan tak berhenti dari malam tadi memang sangat menyamankan. Perut pula kenyang dialas nasi kerabu..fuhhh...damai je jiwa. Saya tak bertanggungjawab masak nasi kerabu yg sangat sedap tu tapi Kak Shidah, emak kepada Mimi yg belajar Add Math dengan adik saya yg menghantarnya semasa menjemput Mimi balik selesai kelasnya tengahari tadi. Plan saya dan Ain nak keluar membeli barang-barang dapur yg sudah kehabisan tapi memandangkan Adam yg baru sembuh dari demam (iye, this time demamnya lebih seminggu), saya tak berani bawa dia keluar rumah kerana cuaca yg sejuk dan hujan ni. Postpone lagi la hingga hari cuti warga Wilayah pada Selasa akan datang ni.

Semalam agak panjang lebar saya berbual (ber-ym) dengan hubby walaupun dengan connection yg timbul tenggelam di Congo dan Malaysia. Banyak yg dibincangkan dan alhamdulillah otak saya kurang sikit serabutnya. Dah lama saya tak dapat berbual panjang dengan hubby sebenarnya. Walaupun dia call setiap hari tapi dengan kesibukan saya dan dia, juga jarak yg jauh menyebabkan ada yg tak terucap..hehe.

Therefore, walaupun harini hujan dan mood pun mendung aje...tapi hati saya lebih tenang dan happy....walau hakikatnya..banyak lagi kerja nak buat, barang belum start packing dan keperluan yg harus dibeli belum lagi dibeli...hahaha...

Hubby said few days back, "Ayang macam tak nak pergi aje ni"...and sesungguhnya itulah perasaan saya. Hubby said that after I told him I tak prepare apa pun lagi before departing to Australia this coming 12 Feb 11. Yeah...I know I'll be missing Adam like crazy..one aspect that wretch any mom's feeling surely...if it is possible..I would bring him with me..anywhere I have to go but since I'm going under the expense of Australian Government...I'm not allow to do that.

I got my ticket and visa today and the flight will be in the morning. Juga, bila terbiasa hubby hantar setiap kali fly, I miss him too this time around. I will have to make do with the driver assigned to send me off..no goodbye hugs from hubby and Adam nampaknya...and I also miss my mom..been almost a month since I last went back to see her.

I have more or less 14 days more to sum up everything, to settle most of things and to kiss goodbye to Adam...difficult time for me...and affecting everything. I'll write again soon..probably before I go.

ADAM DEMAM..so of course hari minggu hanya dihabiskan di rumah aje. Mommy pun letih..bila Adam demam, mau la bangun 3-4 kali semalam check temperature, kasi ubat, Adam trips (sila notice -s tu ye) ke toilet lagi since I forced him to drink plenty of plain water...huhu..badan sendiri pun rasa nak demam. Ni la nasib if daddy takde...semua kena tanggung sorang-sorang. Pagi tadi after I sent my sis work, terus ke Jusco sebab Adam nak makan donashi. Ikut ajelah selera orang demam kan..kesian dia, dah turun 0.5 kg since demam 2 hari. Tapi dia makan satu aje..walaupun kata teringin nak makan. Went to clinic sebab ubat batuk dah expired..and ambil ubat demam sekali. Both of us tertidur kat family hall and I was woke up bila hubby call. Sorry ye darling, I was a bit disoriented so cakap pun slurred dengan rasa mengantuk.

Harini lunch and dinner sempoi aje so I letak la gambar-gambar at Bird Park lagi instead of gambar ikan goreng and bubur nasi..hehe...

One of many favorite pictures ..the expression yg mahal..hehe..sama je dua-dua tu..
I love your surprise look Adam..hehe..
Ateh, Adam and bird

Esok I ada Mess Night..huhuhu..malasnya...lagi malas bila pergi single when orang lain bawa couple masing-masing..buhsaaannnn....

Iye..saya memang tak sedar diri...badan yg sakit dan sengal ni didera lagi tanpa belas kasihan. This time around, berjalan-jalan di Taman Burung Kuala Lumpur. Mau tak bertambah sakit..it is the largest of its kind in the world...hambek...lupa yg dari leher sampai ke hujung kaki, if ada pergerakan je rasa nak menangis sakit. Outing sempena cuti Thaipusam ni memang last minute. We went out to have lunch at Jusco..I tetiba teringin nak makan steamboat. Sebab ada member yg sibuk survey tempat steamboat..I yg over teringin..haha. Sebab breakfast dengan cereal aje, so perut memang tengah menyanyi la time lunch...after solat, we decided to go sight seeing kat Bird Park yg tak pernah pergi walaupun dah lama jadi warga Malaysia. As usual, plan last minute camni yg menjadi pun. Tak payah la mimpi nak plan berminggu-minggu..ada jelah halangannya. Dari melepak kat Shopping Complex menghabiskan masa dan wang ringgit..better habiskan masa dan duit bagi edutainment kat anak. Adam was happy chirping non stop (sampai kena marah) macam birds yg ada tu dari dia sampai hingga la dia masuk tidur.

If you have time, you should go there..menarik tengok all types of bird. Yang sakit mata tengok orang dating peluk-peluk pun ada juga. Aduhai...sampaikan dalam bird park pun korang nak buat hal ke? Tak malu kat burung-burung yg ada ke? I share few pictures of colorful birds yg ada dalam park tu. Nak letak semua I tak sempat nk buat watermark..hehe.

We purposely ambil gambar disini supaya I tak payah tulis banyak about this place..hehehe..you can read yourself or you can visit http://klbirdpark.com for more info about fees, opening hour and feeding session. Iye..Adam pejam mata sebab panas katanya.

Kesian ateh nye kena dera..dah mommy usung kamera amek gambar..kena la ateh layan dia main swing sampai tanak turun.

P.S Daddy, jangan sedih ye...bila you balik kita pergi Butterfly Park pula okay..hehehe.

The result of my weeks of migrane, worrying, and buzz a bizz (my own word..hahah) hectic working days, sending Adam and fetching Adam to and from school is..jeng jeng jeng..2 kg weight loss...soon..am gonna hit the amazing 4 again..hehe.

I went for a medical check up at Gleaneagles (I'm not splurging money for nothing hokay) because it seems that if we want Australia visa, we have to undergo medical check up at Gleaneagles (if at KL). Everything went under the scrunity of the doctor (very thorough I tell you) and I'm clear..alhmdulillah. When I went on to weight myself...WOW!!! hahaha..I had shed the 2 kilos by being stressed..

Camane la berat tak turun..I skipped breakfast and lunch for most days sebab tak sempat...lame excuse kan? That's the truth..sadly. And this morning, we had UKA or Ujian Kecergasan Asas. It is a test to see our fitness...inclusive of 2.4 km run, heaving, shuttle run and jumping..huhu...we have to pass these tests so have to run like mad..hehehe...so I have a very sore body..from head (headache) to toe...and of course I'm not allowed to go to bed early..we have Ceramah Agama so after I fetched Adam from school, we went to hunt (hahaha..coz mommy was basically flying and dragged Adam together) for Adam's dinner and my breakfast, lunch and dinner combined together meal. Then I mandikan Adam, fed him dinner, at the same time eating my food..had hot shower for my knotted muscle and drove back to my office which was about 10 km from my house..come back and since I'm tired but not sleepy..I have time to post an entry.

And yeah..I got my parcel yg I tunggu-tunggu today..rasa macam nak lompat-lompat..haha..Tak sempat ambil gambar the parcel tu sebab tak sempat tunggu I dah buka..but I'll share the picture of the content tomorow..hehehe...I'm smiling..

For a week I had a terrible migrane. For me, it usually caused by these factors aje; Hot weather, a sign of PMS, Oily food kurang tidur and stress. I rasa probably because of stressful week la I dapat migrane ni and sebab asyik dapat nigtmares aje so tidur tu tak berkualiti. Usually if kena migrane attack, I would 'berkurung' dlm bilik aje...the darker, quiter and cooler are the better. But yelah..siapa yg nak hantar ambil Adam ke sekolah pula. Sure he can 'ponteng' but I would hate it for him to miss the activity. Dah la bulan depan nak start cuti panjang dah. This is the second week I got migrane...so, dah dua minggu sebenarnya kepala tak berapa nak betul.

At time like this, terasa sangat ketiadaan hubby. If dia ada, for sure la ada yg boleh tolong ringankan kerja...and ada juga yg boleh tolong 'ketuk-ketuk' kepala bagi rasa lega.

When I woke up this morning, ada rasa kurang (sebab cuaca mendung je harini and I slept sangat awal semalam) sikit sakit kepala I so banyaklah house chores yg dapat dibereskan. And since dah berminggu tak masak due to my sakit kepala...harini I masak awal..hehehe..

I kan, bila buka je blog LG and few other blog, sure terliur-liur je tengok juadah yg dimasak dan di tayang tu...so arini perasan juga orang nak terliur...hahahaha...(setakat sayur dengan masak lemak ayam ni orang jeling sebelah mata aje ni..) maka I upload gambar our lunch. Breakfast tak payah la sebabnya memang seisi rumah ni amek light breakfast...roti and jam atau cake aje.

Masak lomak ayam..I tak makan sebab oily...

I and Adam shared mix veges ni...anak teruna I tak tahan pedas..pelik juga la sebab Jawa tak tahan pedas kan..I ni lain la..bukan breed Jawa..hehe..

P.s.Daddy yg selalu tanya I makan ap..ni le yg kitaorang makan for lunch..dinner ni tengok camane dulu..probably buat meehon aje sebab mommy kepingin nak makan..hehehe..

If people ask me how do I handle being a single mom (temporary ye tuan puan..saya masih bersuami)...jangan la terkejut bila I cakap..I pun tak pernah handle it..hahaha...I redah aje. Redah punye cerita ni maksudnya...banyak la air mata yg tumpah..dan mimpi ngeri bangun berpeluh tengah malam. Like yesterday night..I dreamt of terlupa basuh uniform sekolah Adam..seriously bangun jam 3 pagi terus masuk bath room nak basuh baju...hahaha...padahal uniform Adam ada 2 pasang so taklah jadi problem if I tak basuh sepasang..and yes...I wash my baju using the traditional way...hand wash. Berpeluh weh mimpi ngeri macam ni. Lately memang tidur tak pernah lena...sebab fikiran agak serabut fikir macam-macam...

I have another 3 weeks to settle banyak kerja before I'm going for my course. Susah hati ni nak tinggalkan Adam..susah hati juga nak siapkan sebanyak mungkin kerja sebelum I berkursus...pendek cerita minggu keluh kesah kembali lagi.

Bila urusan rumah tangga dan anak harus diuruskan seorang dan hubby tidak berada disini..dan bekerja full time, harus ada kesulitan. Masa yg ada harus diurus dengan sebaik mungkin..and sometimes, kerja luar jangka yg mengganggu rutin yg dah diatur boleh sebabkan kekalutan dan masalah. My routine sudah berubah pattern as Adam goes to school. If dulu, masa lunch usually spent buat kerja (sebab saya jarang lunch) but now masa tu digunakan untuk menghantar Adam ke sekolah. Bila ada aktiviti yg dibuat masa ni..memang la saya rasa nak jadi Hulk Hogan...ditambah bila ada suara sumbang yg bercakap dia pun ada anak bersekolah tapi boleh aje attend majlis or meeting or apa-apa la event yg berlaku...yes...sure you can..sebab you ada isteri or suami yg tolong hantar anak you...I don't have a husband to help me out.

Sometimes, nak mengharap orang lain faham my situation yg kena handle semuanya sendiri..memang tak boleh la...sebab at my office takde siapa yg berada in my situation.

I am not strong..sometimes menangis juga bila berhadapan dengan situasi-situasi yg sukar ni..just that I know the risks when I let hubby goes...cuma rasa payah bila orang lain tak boleh faham kesusahan saya menghadapi semuanya seorang diri.

Well, now the pictures below bukanlah gambaran kesusahan saya..it's for this boy's daddy sebenarnya..because I know..he misses us more than we miss him..hehe..

Listening to music sebelum crash...tengok mata dah tau tahan mengantuk tu.

Kunun pose ala budak besar la ni..


A Kidnapped Teddy is his companion for tidur nowadays...I call it as such sebab teddy tu hak milik my sis yg Adam kidnapped masuk our room and refused to rturn back.


Ini routine terkini Adam..balik from school, mandi, makan and terus tidur..wake up around 9pm, main and reading session before tidur and bangun esok paginya.